07-26-2011, 05:32 PM
Thank you for all who took the time to read. Just an update; I have been unsuccessful in my attempts to recreate such an experience. I have 'broken through' into various levels but have not achieved the fullest level of 'popping' into another world. Perhaps I was being shown something by my higher self. I have not quite yet meditated enough upon it to know.
My attempts so far have been fruitful, just not to the full extent as before. I end up with hallucinations in my meditations (not uncommon in deep vipassana meditation in my experience), of alien forms that seemingly are looking at me, sending some sort of light that feels 'whole' (if this description feels inadequate to your sensibilities, it's because it is for this ineffable feeling.) Anyhow, it seems I have tried reaching my higher self with too much effort; perhaps in not pursuing such a similar experience I will be able to allow myself to recreate such an experience for exploration.
Just to reiterate my question about energy coming out of the top of the head- anyone have similar experience which such energies? My friend who practices kundalini told me that if I am getting violent energy out of my head, it means I have activated many of my chakras but a lower one is not balanced. I believe it is my yellow one (considering my current struggle with my life-long theme of addiction to all sensations). To refine my question a bit, does anyone have any advice on kundalini, chakra balancing, or perhaps any stories to share with similar experiences or speculation on my experiences? I am quite thirsty to hear what others have on their minds.
Thank you, with all my appreciation, loving-kindness and compassion towards you all, regardless of path.
Namaste
My attempts so far have been fruitful, just not to the full extent as before. I end up with hallucinations in my meditations (not uncommon in deep vipassana meditation in my experience), of alien forms that seemingly are looking at me, sending some sort of light that feels 'whole' (if this description feels inadequate to your sensibilities, it's because it is for this ineffable feeling.) Anyhow, it seems I have tried reaching my higher self with too much effort; perhaps in not pursuing such a similar experience I will be able to allow myself to recreate such an experience for exploration.
Just to reiterate my question about energy coming out of the top of the head- anyone have similar experience which such energies? My friend who practices kundalini told me that if I am getting violent energy out of my head, it means I have activated many of my chakras but a lower one is not balanced. I believe it is my yellow one (considering my current struggle with my life-long theme of addiction to all sensations). To refine my question a bit, does anyone have any advice on kundalini, chakra balancing, or perhaps any stories to share with similar experiences or speculation on my experiences? I am quite thirsty to hear what others have on their minds.
Thank you, with all my appreciation, loving-kindness and compassion towards you all, regardless of path.
Namaste
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