07-26-2011, 09:40 PM
My post might sound rude, but my intention is to try and inspire you in a way that you might have not thoght of...
Your story is amazing. I truely believe that you have all the answers already in you. Maybe you should stop trying to reach something (ie. your higher self) but instead, somehow manifest it inside of you or right infront of you.
Like in the first Matrix movie. In the Neo vs Morpheus practice scene. Morpheus says "Stop trying to hit me and hit me!".
The limits and difficulties you experience during these astral projections are a product of your own biases in my opinion.
Our physical mind often lies to itself. We are afraid of "coming clear" with ourselves.
So i think you are right about your yellow chakra and i also think that you know what is the sollution to the "problem".