07-29-2011, 01:32 AM
I was trying to find a way to heal Gaia in my dreams, by thinking positive, calculating what I could do, and much more. And finally, I got it. I was lying in the bed (in my dreams) at the same time as I was just above Gaia looking at Her from outerspace, as I breathed out a magical, sparkling mist. I got happy as a child and stretched out my hands and arms in order to wrap Gaia in that mist, and as I stretched out my hands, I felt how someone took my right arm in a very firm grip, and how someone else stood in the way of the left arm. And the healing got abrupted.
I opened my eyes (still in the dream) and looked up. The one holding my right arm was some kind of zoombie looking entity who had no mouth. You could see the teeth, and his skin was half rotten. (I don't usually dream about these kind of entities.) I didn't take any closer look at the entity at my left, but that one was somewhat 'better' looking, meaning not that scary. I got scared from those entities standing over my bed, holding my arms, so I woke up. It was in the middle of the night, and I still felt the nightly terror. Some things are just more scary when it is night. As I was lying in the bed thinking about that these entities are probably watching me now from time/space, some thoughts started to land in my mind. That love and light are actually and really hurt these entities. That when it is pushed at them, they actually suffer from it. So naturally they have the same right of trying to stop it, as we have the same right of trying to give it. But as we give it, we cause them pain. And I felt some kind of understanding of them. I also felt sorry for them. And there was also love...
Weird night... I woke up really early in the morning too...
I opened my eyes (still in the dream) and looked up. The one holding my right arm was some kind of zoombie looking entity who had no mouth. You could see the teeth, and his skin was half rotten. (I don't usually dream about these kind of entities.) I didn't take any closer look at the entity at my left, but that one was somewhat 'better' looking, meaning not that scary. I got scared from those entities standing over my bed, holding my arms, so I woke up. It was in the middle of the night, and I still felt the nightly terror. Some things are just more scary when it is night. As I was lying in the bed thinking about that these entities are probably watching me now from time/space, some thoughts started to land in my mind. That love and light are actually and really hurt these entities. That when it is pushed at them, they actually suffer from it. So naturally they have the same right of trying to stop it, as we have the same right of trying to give it. But as we give it, we cause them pain. And I felt some kind of understanding of them. I also felt sorry for them. And there was also love...
Weird night... I woke up really early in the morning too...