6th-Density Negatively Polarized Wanderers?

[unity100]

I wonder sometimes (and perhaps Zen and Unity can empathize with me on this) why I'm so inclined to rational analysis of everything and having so little emotion, its very hard for me to feel compassion for someone in front of me, but easier to feel compassion for an idea (e.g. a genocide or famine) or an animal. These are traits which serve STS better. I wonder if I was of a negative path in previous incarnations.

the problem with this nexus is, the society of 3d entities which were supposed to be in 3d, are actually not only vibrating in 2d patterns of orange, but also having a complex distortions system in 2d terms. everything in the society, even the higher principles of higher densities manifesting in this density, are debased and tied to manifestations and concerns of self of 2d. the higher-tier concepts, principles, technologies the wanderers and confederation efforts introduced to this environment, led to creation of a complex distortion system.

this creates a major problem. 2d consciousness is sticky. it is stubborn. it is obsessive. conditioned, reflexive. repetitive. habitual. possessive. unaware of the outside world. it creates an environment in which entities behave like a school of fish.

endless varieties and measures of strongly accepted/rejected emotions and thought forms fly in this space, and the societal mind pulls itself and as a result its members this and that way through these. especially higher energies get pulled like a small child would and get used up/wasted inefficiently.

this affects any entity, naturally any entity raising its vibrations too. any of them will get affected by the push and pulls of the society, its thought forms flying here and there.

it makes any kind of emotion that is not in line with what the school of fish or its local sections feeling at that time, much much harder, due to orange ray properties. if you just accept the movements of the school, this time you are flung here, and there, or stubbornly held in a certain place for extended durations.

two ways out are either being rational, and acting rationally despite the emotional spasms of the school, or, get out of the school. the first part would dull you a bit, the second part would be rather hard due to needing to be in the school to sustain your life, or your amenities. (for the latter, internet may be a good example). not to mention that the school doesnt like those who like to break away from it, or, act against its own fluctuations.

looking back at history of the seekers that were of note in spiritual field, a lot of them in the past on this planet generally chose the latter.