Hello

[Kiko]

I'm fairly certain that the majority of wanderers on earth are of Ra. The more polarized, the more access to pre-veil memory, although that memory is still necessarily vague and distorted.

Part of me is laughing at the craziness of it all, and most of me feels relief at all of you being so kind. If what you say is so, Zenmaster, then I suppose I am polarized++, though it is not an easy thing. When I was young others 'spotted me at once' and I suffered much punishment just for seeming very different (I did not look odd in any way at all). Even now it happens, although people are loath to pick on a big guy who seems different though they cannot pin down why!

My memories came in dribs and drabs until I asked to remember wholesale, and then had experiences where I was flooded with masses of perfect recall so intense that it left me shaking and crying. And afterwards, very sad for this state of being and the cruelty of others in the world. What is it Carla called it, "Brothers and sisters of sorrow"? An apt name I think.

As they said "It, however, constitutes a great calling which we of all creation feel and hear as if our own entities were distorted towards a great and overwhelming sorrow. It demands our service."

Heck, exactly so.

My thanks for all kind and accepting thoughts, especially when some reading my scribble may have thought, "Well yeah, duh!" I have been reading these forums for a while before joining in, but had no idea until these past few days that many know they are of Ra and similar groups. Erm... high five, ladies and gents!