Dreams and Catalysts.

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42.10 Questioner: How can an individual assess what energy centers within its being are activated and in no immediate need of attention and which energy centers are not activated and are in need of immediate attention?

Ra: I am Ra. The thoughts of an entity, its feelings or emotions, and least of all its behavior are the signposts for the teaching/learning of self by self. In the analysis of one’s experiences of a diurnal cycle an entity may assess what it considers to be inappropriate thoughts, behaviors, feelings, and emotions.

In examining these inappropriate activities of mind, body, and spirit complexes the entity may then place these distortions in the proper vibrational ray and thus see where work is needed.

It really seems to come down to self simply recognizing self.

Yes, I see the distortion of the self as a necessary tool to 'cross' the river of third density, without it, we cannot float upon the experience laid out before us in this space/time. I believe Ra talks about the necessity of the ego in this density as well in the LOO material.

In terms of my recent meditations, I seem to have more 'contact' with higher beings. I often feel intense, very, very intense vibrations that subside into a smooth, pure energy. It flows throughout my entire body now (I had experiences at first where it came solely from my crown chakra, and remained uncomfortable). I have gotten more and more interested in channeling, or learning how to channel, for myself. I think this might be part of what I came here to do, as the excitement that surrounds such work alerts me to it's importance of my furtherance of growth.

Also interesting to note about this energy experience: I had precancerous cells in my esophagus from a long-standing disease I have (GERD), and they were on the verge of turning into cancerous growth. My doctor told me this 6 months ago, but during this time I have practiced daily meditation and self-healing mantra's. I got another endoscopy (camera down the esophagus to monitor cancer activity), and the pre-cancerous cells where all gone. My stomach had undergone a "remarkable" healing (what my doctor said after I woke up from the procedure). Most people who have this condition of precancerous cells (Barret's Esophagus) have it for the remainder of their life and do not reverse it's progress (only halt or slow it's progression into cancer). I still have some problems, but the worst manifestations of this disease have disappeared. It's pure speculation of course, but the healing energy I meditated upon I believe, has helped. I of course fixed up my diet and have been on medication for it, but that doesn't account for the complete reversal of cancerous cells, I believe.

Either way, This experience has strengthened my faith in the idea that the veil is slowly being peeled away, to our true nature.

The amount of catalyst I've received, or I should say, that I have created recently seems exponentially to multiply. I have learned many things, especially about unconditional love, and about parts of my 'self' that needed significant work. I will continue on this path, and hope to learn as much as possible with this short time I have.

And to quickly end with another occurrence; I had a dream when I was younger (I do not remember the age), that I was at a rally in front of the White House, and I was protested about being able to work and feed myself with real food (not the junk in most supermarkets). I remember it vividly. The memory shot back into my consciousness after a meditation the other day. It played back like a movie. I am protesting, the crowd is chanting, and we are all so happy to be working towards a more peaceful world. Then there is gunfire, and shelling from tanks, and I look up to see what is occurring, and I die trying to help other people escape the gunfire.

Perhaps this is just a reading of energy from long ago, or a re-reading of the energy now in the collective consciousness- but I wonder if it is how I am meant to die. I wonder if this is how my third density body will be taken towards harvest (if I should choose the path towards harvestablity). It's just speculation, but It has a very strong feel to it. The realness of the vision is almost haunting, not in a negative way, but it's always there, like it's telling me I must do this, I must go when the time is right, and I will know when to drop everything and go protest, or do whatever it is that I need to do to learn the most, and help others as much as possible.

Apologies for the long post. The nature of experience has sped up, and clearly so. Many things occurring on all levels of personal, social and mental development. Within me (and therefore within all of us).

I bring the light of my experience to you, in hopes it may shed light upon all of your paths and give you a comfortable path forward.

Much love, light, respect and diligence of service to you all. Do not forget what you are...resting in infinite, open awareness will remind you. Rest in it. It is the 'intelligent infinity'.

Namaste.