09-10-2011, 06:40 PM
What you write reminds me so much of a very dear friend, he also suffered/s with depression for many years and worked for a long, long time in bar and fast food stores. Once he finally released his anger he landed his dream job teaching English overseas - it took him about 12 years to make that happen. I would urge you to focus on visualising what you do want, avoid thinking about what you don't want. You're right, there isn't anything that anyone can do for you right now, this is a process and a period of growth you need to work through, a rich period of learning. No matter how hopeless your situation feels right now remembering that 'this too will pass' may help to take the sting out of it x