Some personal insight into the harvest, and your graduation...

[Ankh]

For example, one could be balanced and loving with respect to some circumstance (the can find love in some moment), but become unbalanced due to lacking forgiveness (acceptance) for self or other-self with regards to their/your actions...

Which means that nexis can be brilliant, polarisation is achieved for the Harvest, and one can be balanced in some circumstances; but it doesn't mean that the individual is in balance due the lack of attention to the totality of the experience.

The assessment of harvest is polarization and balance overall (totality). The assessment is not based on circumstantial reactions/actions or lack of attention to the totality of the experience - it's not based on attention or loving in some particular moment. It's based on a general capacity for 'love' or, in other words, the potential for consciousness.

I believe I was trying to say the same thing, but with different words.