09-14-2011, 03:21 AM
I like how you mentioned quite a few number 11 references in your post! Check to see if that is your life path number by adding your month, day, and full year all together. If it comes to 29, 38, or 47, then you are an 11 vibration.
I'm going through some very hard times myself, especially financial, but there are good people here offering help and advice so you're not alone trust me!
For me, the first step is to accept that you have a specific purpose and how you plan to interact your spiritual nature with the other-self. You reach some, and some you don't but I've also learned a hard lesson that you can't try and convince everyone of your beliefs, no matter how much "evidence" you present to them. I found out that I was unconsciously trying to control by persuading them to believe as me, instead of just accepting the person for who they are in the present because I already know who they are in the future (Higher Self). The paradox of the spiritual way of life in 3D is not to change their beliefs, but learning not to judge them and co-existing with their beliefs, no matter how different they are of yours. Unless you are a Satanist murdering cats, then I have no beef with you.
I'm also a 9/11 conspiracy theorist and I feel my belief is backed up with more than enough evidence, but as I said, I can't make everyone believe it and I don't bother mentioning it to people if they are not interested in it.
As much as I struggle and sometimes have my disbelief when I'm depressed, the key is to accept all for what it really is....THE ALL. Ra states in the LOO that ACCEPTANCE is the key to positive polarization.
It seems like you have a lot to live for so I'm sure your Higher Self wrote you the plan of your life to get through this experience. We're all in the same boat here!
I'm going through some very hard times myself, especially financial, but there are good people here offering help and advice so you're not alone trust me!
For me, the first step is to accept that you have a specific purpose and how you plan to interact your spiritual nature with the other-self. You reach some, and some you don't but I've also learned a hard lesson that you can't try and convince everyone of your beliefs, no matter how much "evidence" you present to them. I found out that I was unconsciously trying to control by persuading them to believe as me, instead of just accepting the person for who they are in the present because I already know who they are in the future (Higher Self). The paradox of the spiritual way of life in 3D is not to change their beliefs, but learning not to judge them and co-existing with their beliefs, no matter how different they are of yours. Unless you are a Satanist murdering cats, then I have no beef with you.
I'm also a 9/11 conspiracy theorist and I feel my belief is backed up with more than enough evidence, but as I said, I can't make everyone believe it and I don't bother mentioning it to people if they are not interested in it.
As much as I struggle and sometimes have my disbelief when I'm depressed, the key is to accept all for what it really is....THE ALL. Ra states in the LOO that ACCEPTANCE is the key to positive polarization.
It seems like you have a lot to live for so I'm sure your Higher Self wrote you the plan of your life to get through this experience. We're all in the same boat here!