09-17-2011, 04:22 PM
Alright, it is time for a "status report".
It has been a bit more than two months since I have discovered this forum and started to read the Law of One material regularly.
The changes are visible. They are very visible. Let me tell you about them.
I started practicing yoga. Before this summer, I was not really a firm believer of stuff like "auras" and "chackras". I mean I dismissed the concept because I believed that while these things might be true, the thinking and the mind is what is behind everything, and no matter how much practice in those areas, if the thinking is bad, it wont matter. This logic of mine was very, very flawed.
The first result was that my headaches are completely gone. None. I was quite suspectible to them: sleeping a bit more? Bam, headach. Bad weather? Headache. Sitting too much in front of the computer or reading too much? Headache. Now it is gone. Completely. I do not know the exact reason, but I am sure that yoga is a major reason in this. It is amazing. Also, about chakras... I see the importance and nature of colors. I meditate on chakra activating almost regularly, and I feel the effect more and more. I am doing another meditation (a guided one, a self-healing experience), and that becomes more and more intense after every chackra balancing/opening meditation. Also, while at first I believed that my only issues is with green chakra, I realized that I am "weak" in the red-yellow-orange department also. No wonder why at some aura reading a while ago, I was a deep blue-violet person. I still did not look up what that might mean now :D
Now, moving onto the Law of One "All is One Mindset". I started out slowly, but things have been kinda accelarating in the last few weeks. I had an almost enlightment-like moment a few days ago on the subway, when I had the knowledge that everyone around me is beautiful in its own way. Songs say this, people try telling other this, but it does not really affect anyone. Everyone is trapped in the mindset that only the fat-free bodies, the sleek, slender shapes of faces, the makeup, the curves are all that defines us. Not for me, not anymore. I am still fascinated by good-looking women (what fellow man is not?), but I know the reason behind it, and I am not a slave of any urges regarding this. I look at people who were considered "bad-looking" (scars, "odd" face structures, overweight, etc), and while it was "oh...I should look at them as equals" before, now I DO know they are equals of me. They really are! The "should" disappeared. Anger is very rare to approach me. It is sometimes frustration, because when we have some little talk with my girlfriend, she becomes frustrated and stubborn as soon as I say something to her that she does not wanna hear. And then when I see this, all I want is that the argument to stop before it even starts, and she is not ready for that, she wants to argue... or something like that. Saying she does not wanna argue. It is not her fault, I should learn to just shut up, as that cant hurt. I dropped competitive StarCraft II, because it is too much struggle against another Self, and that has no fruit for me anymore. Will drop Street Fighter soon, although I am drawn to that back and back because my friends there are so entertaining to talk with and play against. We never hate each other, even when in the fiercest game :)
My sixth sense is coming back. I now recognize the importance of colors. I do not see auras yet, but if I see someone act for a certain time, i am able to tell the person's life issues and the problems he/she signed up for when making this incarnation. This ability was strong in me before, but now it is almost unfallible. The problem with this is telling them what they need to hear, and not what they want to hear. Sometimes the line is thin, and it is better to just shut up because I cant cause good, but only bad...and that is hard :(
At the end of the day, I still feel that I have a lot to do. I had high-blood pressure issues combined with a stuff that makes bleedings (nosebleed, teeth-bleed, etc) more prone to happen, and I need to take that daily, and the occasional nosebleeds were gone COMPLETELY when I was on my proper diet and did my workout everyday. But a few weeks ago, my work forced me to go back to my unhealthy way (or to be more precise, I gave in to old habits easier because there were something I can blame it on..), and after a week of "Cola light + Fast Food + Sweets + Intense reading/writing work", bam, nosebleed and digestion problems are back. Hah.
I am again trying to get back to being healthy, but TWO months wont change that. I need to drop my Cola addiction, and after that, I am sure that with daily meditations, yoga, reiki and chakra activations, I will be able to erase all the wrongness and imbalances that I caused in my body for being reckless with it in the last 10-12 years. 10-12 years of bad wont go away in 2 months, but maybe in a year or two, I will be back to being fully healthy.
Sorry for the long post, and thanks to anyone who bothered to read this - I plan on doing one more update like this in november. My plans are the following in the next two months:
-Fully achieve the silent meditation, where there are no unwanted thoughts flowing
-Get rid of my Cola addiction, and all the white bread, sugar should go out of my diet
-Keep up with yoga, maybe add a different type of exercise for the end of the day (beside working with weights)
-As I stated before, I have a lot of un-written (un-coded, un-said) creativity within myself. I am writing a lot nowadays, and my goal with the guided meditations will be to determine what kind of work I need to do to embed Law of One within the project, all ready for the willing for taking, but at the same time leaving the whole integrity of the story intact for those that are not "interested" in it. This is very hard, and I know it is my purpose here, to provide a mainstream entertainment piece that has something more, something that is sacred and timeless. Something, that is inpsiring and helpful. By the time of the next update, I will need to find what kind of project this should be.
To wrap it up: I love each and every one of you for being here, even if we did not talk at all in the last months (maybe we will. maybe we wont. does not matter!), but the experience of being here, being in an environment where everyone encourages the other in his/her own growth is amazing. This is the internet at its best. And internet was already the best we can get in a free-will environment when it comes to communication with each other, I think.
It has been a bit more than two months since I have discovered this forum and started to read the Law of One material regularly.
The changes are visible. They are very visible. Let me tell you about them.
I started practicing yoga. Before this summer, I was not really a firm believer of stuff like "auras" and "chackras". I mean I dismissed the concept because I believed that while these things might be true, the thinking and the mind is what is behind everything, and no matter how much practice in those areas, if the thinking is bad, it wont matter. This logic of mine was very, very flawed.
The first result was that my headaches are completely gone. None. I was quite suspectible to them: sleeping a bit more? Bam, headach. Bad weather? Headache. Sitting too much in front of the computer or reading too much? Headache. Now it is gone. Completely. I do not know the exact reason, but I am sure that yoga is a major reason in this. It is amazing. Also, about chakras... I see the importance and nature of colors. I meditate on chakra activating almost regularly, and I feel the effect more and more. I am doing another meditation (a guided one, a self-healing experience), and that becomes more and more intense after every chackra balancing/opening meditation. Also, while at first I believed that my only issues is with green chakra, I realized that I am "weak" in the red-yellow-orange department also. No wonder why at some aura reading a while ago, I was a deep blue-violet person. I still did not look up what that might mean now :D
Now, moving onto the Law of One "All is One Mindset". I started out slowly, but things have been kinda accelarating in the last few weeks. I had an almost enlightment-like moment a few days ago on the subway, when I had the knowledge that everyone around me is beautiful in its own way. Songs say this, people try telling other this, but it does not really affect anyone. Everyone is trapped in the mindset that only the fat-free bodies, the sleek, slender shapes of faces, the makeup, the curves are all that defines us. Not for me, not anymore. I am still fascinated by good-looking women (what fellow man is not?), but I know the reason behind it, and I am not a slave of any urges regarding this. I look at people who were considered "bad-looking" (scars, "odd" face structures, overweight, etc), and while it was "oh...I should look at them as equals" before, now I DO know they are equals of me. They really are! The "should" disappeared. Anger is very rare to approach me. It is sometimes frustration, because when we have some little talk with my girlfriend, she becomes frustrated and stubborn as soon as I say something to her that she does not wanna hear. And then when I see this, all I want is that the argument to stop before it even starts, and she is not ready for that, she wants to argue... or something like that. Saying she does not wanna argue. It is not her fault, I should learn to just shut up, as that cant hurt. I dropped competitive StarCraft II, because it is too much struggle against another Self, and that has no fruit for me anymore. Will drop Street Fighter soon, although I am drawn to that back and back because my friends there are so entertaining to talk with and play against. We never hate each other, even when in the fiercest game :)
My sixth sense is coming back. I now recognize the importance of colors. I do not see auras yet, but if I see someone act for a certain time, i am able to tell the person's life issues and the problems he/she signed up for when making this incarnation. This ability was strong in me before, but now it is almost unfallible. The problem with this is telling them what they need to hear, and not what they want to hear. Sometimes the line is thin, and it is better to just shut up because I cant cause good, but only bad...and that is hard :(
At the end of the day, I still feel that I have a lot to do. I had high-blood pressure issues combined with a stuff that makes bleedings (nosebleed, teeth-bleed, etc) more prone to happen, and I need to take that daily, and the occasional nosebleeds were gone COMPLETELY when I was on my proper diet and did my workout everyday. But a few weeks ago, my work forced me to go back to my unhealthy way (or to be more precise, I gave in to old habits easier because there were something I can blame it on..), and after a week of "Cola light + Fast Food + Sweets + Intense reading/writing work", bam, nosebleed and digestion problems are back. Hah.
I am again trying to get back to being healthy, but TWO months wont change that. I need to drop my Cola addiction, and after that, I am sure that with daily meditations, yoga, reiki and chakra activations, I will be able to erase all the wrongness and imbalances that I caused in my body for being reckless with it in the last 10-12 years. 10-12 years of bad wont go away in 2 months, but maybe in a year or two, I will be back to being fully healthy.
Sorry for the long post, and thanks to anyone who bothered to read this - I plan on doing one more update like this in november. My plans are the following in the next two months:
-Fully achieve the silent meditation, where there are no unwanted thoughts flowing
-Get rid of my Cola addiction, and all the white bread, sugar should go out of my diet
-Keep up with yoga, maybe add a different type of exercise for the end of the day (beside working with weights)
-As I stated before, I have a lot of un-written (un-coded, un-said) creativity within myself. I am writing a lot nowadays, and my goal with the guided meditations will be to determine what kind of work I need to do to embed Law of One within the project, all ready for the willing for taking, but at the same time leaving the whole integrity of the story intact for those that are not "interested" in it. This is very hard, and I know it is my purpose here, to provide a mainstream entertainment piece that has something more, something that is sacred and timeless. Something, that is inpsiring and helpful. By the time of the next update, I will need to find what kind of project this should be.
To wrap it up: I love each and every one of you for being here, even if we did not talk at all in the last months (maybe we will. maybe we wont. does not matter!), but the experience of being here, being in an environment where everyone encourages the other in his/her own growth is amazing. This is the internet at its best. And internet was already the best we can get in a free-will environment when it comes to communication with each other, I think.
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