The mysterious nature of time

[AnthroHeart]

Meerie, I'm still new to all this, but I found when the energy felt smooth and not shaky, I moved up to where the energy felt denser. Yes I can continue to have emotions. We all have our own levels of spiritual seeking and development. So when I speak, just take what works for you. I know with me, when I haven't shown an automatic response to stimuli, it's helped me progress. It actually gives me power because I'm not as controlled by subconscious processes.

As for emotion, yes I can definitely feel it when I want to. In fact, I can feel them deeply when I choose to. Little things like someone reading a children's story to children can produce in me some deep, positive feelings, because I allow that to happen, rather than being controlled by the emotion.

It's hard to come from another person's perspective since I only really have my own. For me with this sense of feeling, it's easy to know stillness, at least how "being still" feels at my current level of development. For others, maybe having more "at-will" emotions rather than being controlled by them. Of course I could be wrong. Being in the "flow" does produce unexpected emotions for me, though I allow that by purposefully being in the flow. The energy is always moving for me now, so being still to me is a centeredness in the face of all that moving energy.