09-18-2011, 12:44 PM
Thanks, everyone.
Icaro, good points. I definitely do not rush or force anything. Sometimes my mind wanders around, sometimes I am able to keep up an imaginative emptiness, sometimes other things happen - I do not mind any of it, it is just a goal in a long-term means. I do not want to "get" anything out of meditations right now, they are a tool to achieve better inner peace and better judgement of situations in life, when I am in "normal state".
Icaro, good points. I definitely do not rush or force anything. Sometimes my mind wanders around, sometimes I am able to keep up an imaginative emptiness, sometimes other things happen - I do not mind any of it, it is just a goal in a long-term means. I do not want to "get" anything out of meditations right now, they are a tool to achieve better inner peace and better judgement of situations in life, when I am in "normal state".