I miss home

[Namaste]

you feel what you feel, you desire what you desire. suppressing it through any means for any reason like 'its a learning experience' 'its and opportunity' and whatnot is wrong - you dont have to live on this planet, you dont have to be born on another planet, you dont have to learn, you dont have to unlearn.

follow whatever you are feeling.

All experience is an opportunity to learn. In fact, one could go as so far to say that discovery (learning) of the Self is the entire reason behind existence. The 'return' to oneness. The return to the original thought.

You are projecting your own distortions/understandings dear brother. No one, myself included, advised Artura to surpress feelings, rather, to perhaps attempt to understand them. An offering of a seed of thought. Nothing more, nothing less :¬)