I miss home

[zenmaster]

I don't feel like I can give much advice here, since I'm in the same boat on a consistent basis. Just know you have my love. Having each other on this journey and not having to go it alone makes all the difference. If you ever need someone to talk to, feel free to shoot me a PM or email.

(gives you a great big hug)

It is not so much wanting to go home but the increase boredom/low vibrations of this density (or what is left of it).

"The type of meditation which may be called visualization has as its goal not that which is contained in the meditation itself. Visualization is the tool of the adept. Those who learn to hold visual images in mind are developing an inner concentrative power that can transcend boredom and discomfort. When this ability has become crystallized in an adept the adept may then do polarizing in consciousness without external action which can affect the planetary consciousness. This is the reason for the existence of the so-called White Magician. Only those wishing to pursue the conscious raising of planetary vibration will find visualization to be a particularly satisfying type of meditation."