Alone

[godwide_void]

Conifer, take a moment to ponder the notion that our perspectives shape and color the reality we live in. Rather than dwell on the negative aspects of the situation you find yourself in, attempt to flip it completely. Instead of feeling "lonely", attempt to view it as "solitude". Try and make the absolute best of this feeling. Perhaps you need some time alone to work on yourself, contemplate, focus on the things you enjoy doing. Don't forget that this suffering is ephemeral, and often times is a stepping stone to true joy. Also, do not forget your true nature. Remember: the moment contains love. Though it may not be obvious, there is always some semblance of love to be gathered from each experience.

For instance: From your feeling of sadness, which caused you to express it here on this forum, you're being shown a lesson by the Universe that there is no need for you to feel lonely. If you were truly alone then this thread would have not gotten the responses it got. You are cared for, even if the extent of our communication are words on a screen, rest assured that you have plenty of friends here.

As for your fear of rejection by your peers in this GED program (which I wish you the best of luck with!), relinquish that fear. Sulking in anxiety and depression will not get you anywhere. Before you can make a joyful connection with others, you must first cultivate the joy within yourself first. Radiate! I'm sure you'll get along fine with others. Hell, you and I have never had a direct correspondence on this forum before, yet here I am trying to transmit peaceful energy to you.

You're a good person. I'm sure others will take notice of this when you approach them.

Peace be with you.