The mysterious nature of time

[Confused]

Thanks Confused. I'm doing well now, taking Risperdal daily to keep my mind focused and grounded. It can be somewhat easy for my mind to fly away. This culminated for me on October 28, the day I had to go to the mental hospital.
Definitely 100% better now. Those doctors really know what they're doing.

So if anyone else here is too stressed out, or can't take it, definitely seek help. It's a very friendly atmosphere, and so conducive to keeping one mentally stable.

Thanks for sharing that, GW. It is such a lovely gesture from you to share your own 'vulnerability'. It makes the reader feel that they are not alone in the 'individual' struggle of the balancing of the m/b/s.

My sanity has been under continuous assault too. I sometimes feel that I am seeing my own mind deteriorate before my very 'eyes'. Ra says that it is very difficult to face one's own self, a test that may even cause insanity (if I recollect correctly). I think it is because it contains the deepest of subconscious secrets and motivations, which I may not want to acknowledge in the conscious domain. In that subconscious space, might lie the seeds of greatest evil and insensitivity as well. I have faced them in me and am shocked at my own level and ability for brutality and depravity. However, I also take comfort that the opposite is possible, if I so wish to focus my desire/will, with the knowledge that all actions are to be dedicated in service of the ONE.