I am also like you, trying to learn the LOO, but for some reason, I seem to know a lot.
It is paradox because I know much of the LOO, but seems to be faded memory. Some inquiries into LOO for me are: Go back and learn more lessons and come back when you ready.
If you independently try to learn LOO without aid of L/L website and only use it as learning material only when necessary. Before I found this L/L website, it was very hard to live the teachings.
Another thing would be most of the situations are not valid/ not relevant/ or environment changed.
It is paradox because I know much of the LOO, but seems to be faded memory. Some inquiries into LOO for me are: Go back and learn more lessons and come back when you ready.
If you independently try to learn LOO without aid of L/L website and only use it as learning material only when necessary. Before I found this L/L website, it was very hard to live the teachings.
Another thing would be most of the situations are not valid/ not relevant/ or environment changed.