11-14-2011, 12:44 AM
Wall of text incoming brothers.
Wow is all I can say 11/11/11 was huge for me. I won't be able to do it justice but I will attempt to.
i will begin by saying that I had a huge hunch that something was going to happen on 11/11/11, something to me personally. The whole week i had been feeling a huge increase in energy, almost to much energy I felt like I was overflowing. I had pains in my head and back all week. Was impossible for me to sleep during the days leading up to 11/11/11. I did not sleep for almost 4 days, I'am a bad sleeper usually but this was different. Although I didn't sleep I actually did not feel weary at all and felt completely energized.
2 of my best mates moved out of home for the first time into an apartment in the CBD, coincidentally they moved in on the 10th. The sense of familiarity I got when I walked into the apartment was huge.
Anyway enough of the back story I will get straight to the experience. I took a few tabs of lsd. Not particularly a lot and not particularly strong lsd. My friends did not take any so they were inside watching movies all night while I was out on the balcony with just my HD headphones and a 30 pack of cigarettes.
Straight away I knew this was it, I knew I was going to change forever. I got what I asked for and more. I died that night, I thought I knew the meaning of ego death but boy was I wrong. Please note this is an extremely limited description and I find it almost impossible to put words to the experience.
The veil was lifted from my eyes for a short time i believe. I felt like I was everyone and everything. It was very frightening to be honest, and more then once the thought of jumping of the balcony went through my head. I cried a lot, both tears of joy and of sorrow. I experienced endless joy and love as well as endless sorrow and fear. At one point I was pleading with myself to allow myself to leave the state as I felt like I couldn't handle it anymore. It was People on the street sped up and started zipping around everywhere, 100's of cars sped past in an instant, it was like one of those camera shots where they put a city street in fast-motion.
I could see energy's and auras everywhere. What looked like green ray's or spirals were everywhere, my vision had a green like tint affect. Realizations flooded my head for a split second I think I delved into my true-self, it was like my true-self was talking to me through everything around me. So once the tears left my eyes it seamed I had weathered the storm, then the mood changed completely, I felt happy I felt free I felt like I knew what I had to do. I'am and as are a lot of you here for a reason, whether we are wanderer's or just more advanced aspects of this planetary consciousness it does not matter. We will spread the message people will and are waking up.
Again this does it no justice, if anyone has any questions please ask as that may help me explain it better.
Wow is all I can say 11/11/11 was huge for me. I won't be able to do it justice but I will attempt to.
i will begin by saying that I had a huge hunch that something was going to happen on 11/11/11, something to me personally. The whole week i had been feeling a huge increase in energy, almost to much energy I felt like I was overflowing. I had pains in my head and back all week. Was impossible for me to sleep during the days leading up to 11/11/11. I did not sleep for almost 4 days, I'am a bad sleeper usually but this was different. Although I didn't sleep I actually did not feel weary at all and felt completely energized.
2 of my best mates moved out of home for the first time into an apartment in the CBD, coincidentally they moved in on the 10th. The sense of familiarity I got when I walked into the apartment was huge.
Anyway enough of the back story I will get straight to the experience. I took a few tabs of lsd. Not particularly a lot and not particularly strong lsd. My friends did not take any so they were inside watching movies all night while I was out on the balcony with just my HD headphones and a 30 pack of cigarettes.
Straight away I knew this was it, I knew I was going to change forever. I got what I asked for and more. I died that night, I thought I knew the meaning of ego death but boy was I wrong. Please note this is an extremely limited description and I find it almost impossible to put words to the experience.
The veil was lifted from my eyes for a short time i believe. I felt like I was everyone and everything. It was very frightening to be honest, and more then once the thought of jumping of the balcony went through my head. I cried a lot, both tears of joy and of sorrow. I experienced endless joy and love as well as endless sorrow and fear. At one point I was pleading with myself to allow myself to leave the state as I felt like I couldn't handle it anymore. It was People on the street sped up and started zipping around everywhere, 100's of cars sped past in an instant, it was like one of those camera shots where they put a city street in fast-motion.
I could see energy's and auras everywhere. What looked like green ray's or spirals were everywhere, my vision had a green like tint affect. Realizations flooded my head for a split second I think I delved into my true-self, it was like my true-self was talking to me through everything around me. So once the tears left my eyes it seamed I had weathered the storm, then the mood changed completely, I felt happy I felt free I felt like I knew what I had to do. I'am and as are a lot of you here for a reason, whether we are wanderer's or just more advanced aspects of this planetary consciousness it does not matter. We will spread the message people will and are waking up.
Again this does it no justice, if anyone has any questions please ask as that may help me explain it better.
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