11-15-2011, 01:19 AM
Are you conscious of your ego at this moment? Were you conscious of your ego before the trip? During the trip? Could you observe the ego from an egoless place?
I was fully conscious of it before during and after the trip. What happened was another level of ego death, the fully connecting of everything in your mind therefore you are nothing as you are everything if that makes sense. Yes I could observe it. I remember thinking how ridiculous our egos really are, in that state they looked completely and utterly pointless. I remember thinking how stupid words are as well. Frightening to completely lose yourself but also completely liberating.
What are you personally going to do to help with the harvest? How have you been helping? Is it mainly by natural vibration or is there a more concrete form of service as well?
Personally I have been slowly waking up my friends over the years, whether just my vibration is assisting I do not know for sure but I think it is aiding the people around. I have been concentrating on sending love to people around me in thought form. After that night though it is time to step it up. Possibly some volunteer work, maybe a new job where I'am actually helping people, going out of my way to help everyone close to me instead of just reacting to situations. My devotion will mainly be to my close friends and family I want to help them handle and understand the coming events. Well I will go with Ra and say yes our vibrations. I was thinking this is perhaps the reasoning for my friends moving into the city. I was an energy bomb that night perhaps I was there to spread it to the most amount of selfs ?
When you were consciously everyone, is this still from the sensory perspective of your own body? Like you are still in your own body and still feel your normal senses but are able to identify yourself as being all others and all things?
Both. During the intense bit I was completely out of my body. In this state senses are all merged, this makes it extremely hard to describe anything experienced in it. I felt the connection to the one, the one complete consciousness, whether this was just of this planet or more I do not know. I'am leaning towards just this planet.
As for when I was back in my body, imagine looking in a mirror that sense of self you get, now imagine everything you see, hear , smell or touch gives you that feeling tripled. You can just feel the connection, everything is just a part or aspect of you. You see yourself in everything, even buildings and furniture etc.
How would you contrast the feeling of being the collective consciousness with the feeling of being yourself? How would you contrast the feeling of being an object with the feeling of being yourself
Overwhelmingly powerful, hard to put words to it but imagine your brain fully activating I guess the veil being lifted and the subconscious made into conscious. As for being an object. All objects come from your mind, they are your creation thus they are a part of you, again the same description of you look at objects and its like your looking at yourself.
I was fully conscious of it before during and after the trip. What happened was another level of ego death, the fully connecting of everything in your mind therefore you are nothing as you are everything if that makes sense. Yes I could observe it. I remember thinking how ridiculous our egos really are, in that state they looked completely and utterly pointless. I remember thinking how stupid words are as well. Frightening to completely lose yourself but also completely liberating.
What are you personally going to do to help with the harvest? How have you been helping? Is it mainly by natural vibration or is there a more concrete form of service as well?
Personally I have been slowly waking up my friends over the years, whether just my vibration is assisting I do not know for sure but I think it is aiding the people around. I have been concentrating on sending love to people around me in thought form. After that night though it is time to step it up. Possibly some volunteer work, maybe a new job where I'am actually helping people, going out of my way to help everyone close to me instead of just reacting to situations. My devotion will mainly be to my close friends and family I want to help them handle and understand the coming events. Well I will go with Ra and say yes our vibrations. I was thinking this is perhaps the reasoning for my friends moving into the city. I was an energy bomb that night perhaps I was there to spread it to the most amount of selfs ?
When you were consciously everyone, is this still from the sensory perspective of your own body? Like you are still in your own body and still feel your normal senses but are able to identify yourself as being all others and all things?
Both. During the intense bit I was completely out of my body. In this state senses are all merged, this makes it extremely hard to describe anything experienced in it. I felt the connection to the one, the one complete consciousness, whether this was just of this planet or more I do not know. I'am leaning towards just this planet.
As for when I was back in my body, imagine looking in a mirror that sense of self you get, now imagine everything you see, hear , smell or touch gives you that feeling tripled. You can just feel the connection, everything is just a part or aspect of you. You see yourself in everything, even buildings and furniture etc.
How would you contrast the feeling of being the collective consciousness with the feeling of being yourself? How would you contrast the feeling of being an object with the feeling of being yourself
Overwhelmingly powerful, hard to put words to it but imagine your brain fully activating I guess the veil being lifted and the subconscious made into conscious. As for being an object. All objects come from your mind, they are your creation thus they are a part of you, again the same description of you look at objects and its like your looking at yourself.
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