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Creating an energy field without first clearing my personal space includes the dark energies as part of the field I create.

I really enjoy readings this

It's not easy to clean your own field and it doesn't always work, but the effort is very important and beneficial. Though the negative portions are also beneficial, and I don't mind touching this part of myself too, but not too often.

I'm at stage that I want to realize and integrate all my parts up to some extent. The negative projections and thoughts I experience are sometimes very powerful and overwhelming. I don't usually agree with such thoughts, but it's definitely enriching having them. Part of me is REALLY CREATIVE in doing nasty things. Actually, it's about as creative as the part which projects positive feelings. Oh and I'm a Gemini and integrating the duality is an important part of my life.

I definitely agree with mr Pickle here! Cleaning up the personal space is a must. I can't keep meditative state if negative influences start to take place. I need to take a break, clean up a new, and restart. I just seek and enjoy the lightness much more than the darkness and it's necessary to put these extra efforts.