12-16-2011, 11:50 AM
thanks Gemini. i'm still pissed. i feel like everyone is against my worldview, even higher entities like Ra. it's so demoralizing. it really hurts. to see such gay hate on TV all the time, when there's a great gay character they kill him off. when there's gay material it requires a warning. when there's talk of gays the a******* chime in, as if their opinions are so important that we need to hear the other side. then there's the line everyone quotes if they're a stupid christian, that stupid line... it is a metaphor for people getting in bed with people to advance their agendas. fda and monsanto, fda and pharmaceuticals, government and bankers. and what happens? people think it's gays! so kids kill themselves. sometimes i wanna die. cuz i hate living on a planet where my people are so persecuted they don't even have a country or god to call their own. even higher beings give us crap. a lot of gays are atheists for this very reason. we have nothing but each other and we are not even born in the same families or recognize each other by looks. so many scared gays living in small towns. i really feel unwelcome and they probably do too. and if Ra claims gayness is less somehow, i feel unwelcome in the whole universe.