12-29-2011, 08:36 PM
If you have never heard of so called Morgellons, it's a disease where the sufferer has painful lesions and odd fibers protruding from the sores. People who have this are typically diagnosed with delusions of parasites as this disease is not accepted my the medical world.
My first encounter with the stuff was in 05'. It lasted about two years and it was on my belly where orange ray is located. After that it would come back every once in a while with less intensity and eventually it was pretty much gone. At the time I told no one because I was so shy and wanted no one to see. More recently I discovered the cause of my sores.
When I figured it out I jokingly thought "of course, I would have a disease shrouded in conspiracy theory". I'm grateful it has been waning but I feel for those people who have it worse than me, it can be uncomfortable and unbearably painful. And when I hear stories of how doctors tell them they are delusional, just wow, I feel their frustration.
I thought I was done with the stuff but it's come back. I have a few small bumps on my arms and some on my hand. I don't know what it is, I don't know why I have it, I don't understand this as a catalyst but I know there is a method behind the madness (synthetic biology, nano-tec, Sts peoples, etc). I'm obviously not here for medical advice but I would like some input regarding the catalytic nature of my situation. And more specifically, what's up with those catalysts that are in the form of physical inconveniences that persist throughout the entire incarnation? I ask because I have a feeling I am far from parting ways with my little mystery.
As always, so much love, thanks and more love.
My first encounter with the stuff was in 05'. It lasted about two years and it was on my belly where orange ray is located. After that it would come back every once in a while with less intensity and eventually it was pretty much gone. At the time I told no one because I was so shy and wanted no one to see. More recently I discovered the cause of my sores.
When I figured it out I jokingly thought "of course, I would have a disease shrouded in conspiracy theory". I'm grateful it has been waning but I feel for those people who have it worse than me, it can be uncomfortable and unbearably painful. And when I hear stories of how doctors tell them they are delusional, just wow, I feel their frustration.
I thought I was done with the stuff but it's come back. I have a few small bumps on my arms and some on my hand. I don't know what it is, I don't know why I have it, I don't understand this as a catalyst but I know there is a method behind the madness (synthetic biology, nano-tec, Sts peoples, etc). I'm obviously not here for medical advice but I would like some input regarding the catalytic nature of my situation. And more specifically, what's up with those catalysts that are in the form of physical inconveniences that persist throughout the entire incarnation? I ask because I have a feeling I am far from parting ways with my little mystery.
As always, so much love, thanks and more love.