01-16-2012, 08:15 AM
I had pretty severe homesickness attack last evening. Came out of nowhere. I haven't felt like that since before Homecoming. This night I had this dream: some catastrophe happened to Earth. It was just two towns left in the area where I lived. The New Year was coming and our town was supposed to go, the whole town, to that other one for celebrations. The other town wanted to know when we were coming, because they thought to meet us in the middle of the road, to guide us the last piece of it, as the end of this road was very difficult to walk, and one had to know that road. So we had a town meeting, and discussed this. That is when I realized that we actually have all the food necessary for everybody in order to stay and celebrate in our own town. So I appointed a guy there, who was quiet but very good at this stuff, to fix this all. And then it was time for me to "move on". So I was saying goodbye to everybody. And as this was a moment of joy for me, and I felt no attachments to anyone, the turn to say goodbye came to my daughter. And as I held her in my arms, looking at her face, I realized that I could actually stay in that group because of her. That it's ok to not to go home yet.
Hmm, did I just say "thanks, but no thanks" to the "ascension" in my dream?
Hmm, did I just say "thanks, but no thanks" to the "ascension" in my dream?