11-24-2009, 12:31 AM
Hello!
Wonderful meeting you! A welcome that made me smile and laugh (cuz u wouldnt forgive!) *grins*
All I can really say to wrap up my path of here and there and everywhere....is that I do have reasons in that which I make a choice. We all have different experiences and that creates different responses from us all in emotions and actions.
Mabey its my personality type....mabeys its the full time mother and care taker in me....who says....I dont have the time to write a post or thread full of myself to have it dumped after a day OR two of 'waiting' for approval. Im a nice person, it wasnt negativity they were restricting me from...it was more or less things I think some mods felt that were a waste of DC space.
After that bothered me, I just kept seeing David being wrapped up in himself. Yes this is an opinion but also personal intuition...which is why I am ok with it...leaving there that is. I find it so ironic after about 6 months of me missing my DC group that I broke down and posted there the other day...but then found here. For me, it just feels right...because slowly, there...wasnt feeling right...for me.
I never really left, I go there a few times a week and read as a guest. Ive grown good with that...it doesnt put my in the spot to possiblly feel frustration over a post. For my personality, the posting system here just will work much better for me and my busy run around life.
I can remember David telling me once, in my frustrations...'well mabey its just not for you...and something about that sense I was in a life that required me to be a multitasker...that I would have more trouble 'getting' the Law of One. (this wasnt in a bad way, it actually was some of the best steps me gave me, because he taught that sense I had this busy life....it would be all the more harder to learn how to quite my mind.
So although I dont choose to post (with a few exceptions recently)....I really dont see me continuing that. It has brought me uneasy feelings in the past...and I dont see the need to put myself up for that, ya know.
It has been very personal to me, David helped me in alot of ways. I think he knows that if he needed a place to call on someone for help in good ol Alabama....I think he knows, even with my frustrations (they are must fewer then my joys)....I would be there in a heart beat. Any frustration I have mentioned is likely one I sent to that personal email. Didnt always get a response, but always tried to express my feelings either way.
I could see that there were some first time posters that would come to DC...then complain about their first posts being denied ect...and they would be hurt or upset. I say let the post through, there are enough angels here to guard the gates!
So I just choose to have a place where I know the flow of discussion is a little more easier.
My eyes will still be around there...just not so much my words.
My best always
Lynette
Wonderful meeting you! A welcome that made me smile and laugh (cuz u wouldnt forgive!) *grins*
All I can really say to wrap up my path of here and there and everywhere....is that I do have reasons in that which I make a choice. We all have different experiences and that creates different responses from us all in emotions and actions.
Mabey its my personality type....mabeys its the full time mother and care taker in me....who says....I dont have the time to write a post or thread full of myself to have it dumped after a day OR two of 'waiting' for approval. Im a nice person, it wasnt negativity they were restricting me from...it was more or less things I think some mods felt that were a waste of DC space.
After that bothered me, I just kept seeing David being wrapped up in himself. Yes this is an opinion but also personal intuition...which is why I am ok with it...leaving there that is. I find it so ironic after about 6 months of me missing my DC group that I broke down and posted there the other day...but then found here. For me, it just feels right...because slowly, there...wasnt feeling right...for me.
I never really left, I go there a few times a week and read as a guest. Ive grown good with that...it doesnt put my in the spot to possiblly feel frustration over a post. For my personality, the posting system here just will work much better for me and my busy run around life.
I can remember David telling me once, in my frustrations...'well mabey its just not for you...and something about that sense I was in a life that required me to be a multitasker...that I would have more trouble 'getting' the Law of One. (this wasnt in a bad way, it actually was some of the best steps me gave me, because he taught that sense I had this busy life....it would be all the more harder to learn how to quite my mind.
So although I dont choose to post (with a few exceptions recently)....I really dont see me continuing that. It has brought me uneasy feelings in the past...and I dont see the need to put myself up for that, ya know.
It has been very personal to me, David helped me in alot of ways. I think he knows that if he needed a place to call on someone for help in good ol Alabama....I think he knows, even with my frustrations (they are must fewer then my joys)....I would be there in a heart beat. Any frustration I have mentioned is likely one I sent to that personal email. Didnt always get a response, but always tried to express my feelings either way.
I could see that there were some first time posters that would come to DC...then complain about their first posts being denied ect...and they would be hurt or upset. I say let the post through, there are enough angels here to guard the gates!
So I just choose to have a place where I know the flow of discussion is a little more easier.
My eyes will still be around there...just not so much my words.
My best always
Lynette