There is a quote somewhere within the Ra material to the effect of:
"the danger is that the wanderer will forget it's mission and become karmically involved, and swept into the chaos it came here to help avert. The way a wanderer becomes karmically involved is by acting in a negative manner towards other selves"
I also remember reading that if this is the case the karmically involved wanderer risks having to repeat 3D and suffering a serious evolutionary setback.
this is the situation I seem to have have fallen into. I have no doubt in my mind that I am a wanderer and have come here to help others. I was part of an ever growing group of immensely talented positive people whom I felt past life connections to all of them and unfortunately through some basically really selfish actions on my part I alienated myself from all of them. There was a beautiful love story involved and I through breaking off a wedding brought sorrow to a very large extended group of people. It seems like an opportunity of a lifetime, or more likely several lifetimes building up to this, gone wrong. It was really the kind feeling where you felt like you truly belong in a place, but it all got F'd up.
Anyways, I now am living in a place far away where I don't belong, with little to no hope of reconciliation with those people i have mentioned, and I feel like I might be almost totally off my intended life path. When I read about the wanderer who could become karmically involved it really struck me, and I'm not sure what to do now.
So, according to the Ra material, perhaps I might have to repeat 3d again, with a whole new set of souls and lose contact with all those souls whom I have been evolving with lifetime after lifetime, who were my friends and lovers in this life, but no longer. It's a scary thought to say the least. This is far beyond the normal boy/girl breakup story. I really think there was a grander plan because there were so many positive people involved peripherally in the extended group I was a part of.
I'm doing my best everyday where I am at now but I think of all the missed opportunity and I am worried for my/our future. What do I do now? Just be positive, help others and hope for the best? Turn myself as STO as possible to offset the trouble I caused?
I wish I would have found all this information sooner because everything would have made sense at the time and i would have known exactly what to do, which is Love.
"the danger is that the wanderer will forget it's mission and become karmically involved, and swept into the chaos it came here to help avert. The way a wanderer becomes karmically involved is by acting in a negative manner towards other selves"
I also remember reading that if this is the case the karmically involved wanderer risks having to repeat 3D and suffering a serious evolutionary setback.
this is the situation I seem to have have fallen into. I have no doubt in my mind that I am a wanderer and have come here to help others. I was part of an ever growing group of immensely talented positive people whom I felt past life connections to all of them and unfortunately through some basically really selfish actions on my part I alienated myself from all of them. There was a beautiful love story involved and I through breaking off a wedding brought sorrow to a very large extended group of people. It seems like an opportunity of a lifetime, or more likely several lifetimes building up to this, gone wrong. It was really the kind feeling where you felt like you truly belong in a place, but it all got F'd up.
Anyways, I now am living in a place far away where I don't belong, with little to no hope of reconciliation with those people i have mentioned, and I feel like I might be almost totally off my intended life path. When I read about the wanderer who could become karmically involved it really struck me, and I'm not sure what to do now.
So, according to the Ra material, perhaps I might have to repeat 3d again, with a whole new set of souls and lose contact with all those souls whom I have been evolving with lifetime after lifetime, who were my friends and lovers in this life, but no longer. It's a scary thought to say the least. This is far beyond the normal boy/girl breakup story. I really think there was a grander plan because there were so many positive people involved peripherally in the extended group I was a part of.
I'm doing my best everyday where I am at now but I think of all the missed opportunity and I am worried for my/our future. What do I do now? Just be positive, help others and hope for the best? Turn myself as STO as possible to offset the trouble I caused?
I wish I would have found all this information sooner because everything would have made sense at the time and i would have known exactly what to do, which is Love.