karmically involved wanderer

[Plenum]

some basically really selfish actions on my part I alienated myself from all of them. There was a beautiful love story involved and I through breaking off a wedding brought sorrow to a very large extended group of people. It seems like an opportunity of a lifetime, or more likely several lifetimes building up to this, gone wrong. It was really the kind feeling where you felt like you truly belong in a place, but it all got F'd up.

if I could ask, what led you to this decision? How long before the wedding did you break it off? how old were you?

apologies if this is too much 'digging', but maybe going to the origins of 'what went wrong' might be helpful in resolving this situation. If the original issue has not yet been corrected, then it is hard (in my opinion) to offer true forgiveness to yourself.

again, if this is too senstive, then please ignore this post

blessings friend.

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