02-17-2012, 01:17 PM
(02-16-2012, 11:58 PM)Bring4th_Monica Wrote: It doesn't change the point, however, that Wanderers may be brushing up on lessons of previous densities.
I can see in my own life, that just being here creates certain setbacks. For one, adolescence. In adolescence, hormones are very insistent and want to take over the vessel for their own purposes.

As a small child, I was aware of two of me: the one playing the game here (and that's how I termed it), and the other real self that was distant, all-knowing, uninvolved yet aware. I would actually watch myself play out dramas that I had no attachment to other than navigating through the scenes.
However, approaching adulthood, I can look back and see how I became more involved with the "player" self. So in adulthood, it was a process of remembering what I knew as a child: my higher self is the real me and the player just a role I took on.
My brain nonetheless became hard-wired with certain programs I picked up along the way. So even if there are no past lessons to brush up on, I can see that just by being here we create for ourselves new challenges because of the density.