Past Lives

[Conifer16]

I had so much typed out then it crashed on me :-(:-(:-(

Summery

The dagger was 14 or so inches long and didn't go into my chest all the way because it hurt to much when first entering. It was still enough to kill though. So when the dagger was resting on my chest it felt cold and my skin tingled I then shoved down and it pierced between my ribs. As I shoved I felt like you feel when trying to jump a gap up high and not being able to the first few tries. But it was too late. The pain was very intense :-( it was a hot hot pain and I could feel the coldest ice in my chest(probably the dagger) ice and fire spread out from there my breath grew short(in this life as well as I recount this, my heart is pounding and it is a little hard to breath) and my knees got very weak and couldn't hold me. So I lowered down then tiled forward and because of where I was I fell off some high structure. I know it was a building but not what specifically. I'm blonde and am a women of privilege. It's many many hundreds of years ago. Or at least I know it isn't after or during the dark ages. Or if it is I don't know of the dark ages going on in Europe. I get that this was one of the lives that has created the very strong aversion to suicide in this live. I feel like I would never even contemplate it now. I don't think I was happy with myself for doing this when I left my body. Lol I'm not getting anything else right now. Wait! It was autumn I think. The trees have yellow and red leaves. So that's fall right? And it was sunset so the leaves look even more stunning as the sunlight hits them. I don't know what this life has to do with this current one. Other then the aversion to suicide.

-Conifer17- Adonai Vasu Borragus

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I guess I just started it over again. Not even a summery lol :-)

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I'm wearing green. A dress.