The Dream Thread

[Brittany]

I had a dream that I was holding a soul in my hands. I don't really even know how to describe it. It was like liquid light of all different colors. The colors were so bright they made the colors I see in waking life look dull. The liquid soul twisted into different shapes in my hands- the shapes resembled fractals. I was in awe of the beauty of it. Completely blown away. I think I was looking at my own soul.

I also had a dream I don't remember much of, but I remember there was this man that I really wanted, and we were in bed together and about to have sex, and he suddenly said something very insulting that completely ruined the mood. Later an attractive woman who was apparently his ex started making out with me in an attempt to make him jealous. I was enjoying her attentions, but as he walked into the room I just lost interest in all of it. I realized I wanted the man, and at that point seemed to have forgotten how much of a jerk he had been to me. He started wooing me again, but I can't remember if we actually did anything. It reminds me of a girl I know who keeps dating jerk guys because she has no self esteem. I wonder if this is a note to myself that my self esteem needs to be kicked up a few notches again to keep that indigo ray open.