Greetings from the Dark

[Zaxon]

Lulu,

My information comes from the deepest and truest parts of my being. In so doing I believe I occasionally reflect the Creator, and thereby some version of universal truth. If my words ring familiar, perhaps this is why. I have never reached outwards for answers, I find them within.

I have never taught where I have not learned. This is my primary reason for working with and awakening others. If I have a special talent it is that I show people their true selves, as well as their weakness and illusions. You have some peculiar apprehensions about what it means to awaken and how it occurs. You were a seeker long before you awoke. You wanted answers, and you called one in your life that helped you find them. But in so doing, you only learned that you had only begun questioning. If you preferred blindness, curse your eyes for seeing and your mind for comprehending. After that exercise in futility, you should be ready to learn and question in earnest.

I would also warm against being paralyzed by the realizations you are experiencing. Living and practicing what you learn is as important as the initial understanding. Do not succumb to millenarian escapism. Living in the eternal now means living every moment vitally, not starring hopefully at tomorrow to escape today.

I come to remember slowly, who I am, and where I come from. I find it to be a very beautiful and comforting place, though I suspect many would consider it brutal and harsh.

-Zaxon