*OLD THREAD*: Submitting Questions for "In the Now - Q&A with Carla L. Rueckert"

[Jim Kent +]

Dear Carla and Monica,

I have a question regarding my ongoing - seemingly permanent malaise...

Do you know of any method by which I may determine what is causing this discomfort?

I meditate daily which does seem to help a little, but I just cannot seem to shake this feeling of not wanting to be here anymore!

As a 6th d wanderer and a 6th d walk-in, this malaise may well be just a severe form of "wanderers blues" or it could be as a result of taking an anti-psychotic medication that I may well not actually need.

This problem is compounded by the fact that I do not trust myself not to get lost in wishful-thinking if I stop taking the meds.

Can you suggest any means by which I may move forward from this situation as I feel that I have hit a brick wall in terms of my current Spiritual path and the desire to move to a point of greater contentment?

Thank you both so much for all of your service!

Jim