03-15-2012, 12:15 PM
(03-15-2012, 10:58 AM)Ankh Wrote: I've had this romantic idea, and perhaps I still do, that there exists this one mate for me. *My* mate. I know how stupid this idea is, because I also understand that seeking the Creator is what is important. I wish seriously and only to become one with the Creator, and to be in this *union with the Creator*. When it's done, I would care less if I would be alone, or with *the* mate, or *a* mate.
Until *that* union occurs though, I still have this stupid, romantic idea of meeting *the* mate, when I will have the lightnings shooting out of my brain, telling me: "Wwwooooaaaa! I didn't think that *he* was incarnated!"
That doesn't happen. No wonder Ra is your most suitable mate. (

I wrote that before reading the subsequent posts. I agree with you. It is stupid.
Like, when you wanted to have fun on a vacation, did you hope the perfect vacation would manifest and you would say "I can't believe this vacation even existed? Or did you set out on a trip and say "I'm going to make the vacation the best ever!". You're in the driver's seat, me lady.