Greetings from the Dark

[Lulu]

Lulu,

All serve the Creator in their own way. Light is defined by darkness, without one the other cannot exist.

-Zaxon

thanks Zaxon clearly this is true however arguable it may appear to be. I agree that everything eventually comes around to serving the creator, however painful. Perhaps painful is where the harvest in negative service comes from.

But what I was asking... I'll try to be more clear.

What do you think the guiding desire/motivation was of whom for example, stole my light/love (basically everything) to unveil my own shadow selves? Does a negative entity even in 6th, feel pleasure at this type of interaction? I particularly wish to know because it seemed to be a "conscious" tormenting by the entity rather then a blindly-acting unconscious lower entity stumbling about and tormenting in lack of awareness. This is what added to the confusion and torment because there was no way to understand why someone that "conscious" would be that cruel.

Because you have expressed in this thread in certain aspects that you are consciously aware of assisting the creator in a negative aspect, I thought you might understand the desire and therefore the motivation or what it feels like from that STS angle.

Could you agree that it feels more like a humbling sacrifice when you might be part of sacrificing another in service to the creator, even at the risk of ending their earth life (or perhaps that is the goal/harvest)? Or is it just pure pleasure? Is there a possiblity it could be both?

As a side note: I was driven into death only to be recovered by what seemed to be the same entity. Dying in that state at that time, would have certainly left me in what would seem to be a possible "harvest" of the 4th, something much lower then where I had been prior.

If it were both then could the entity feeling pleasure (STS) be the physical self and the spirit-body be the humbling sacrificer (STO)? If the two become aware of each other... it's then a conscious awareness of the "work". Perhaps that would be a bi-polar condition.

And, do you know can negative entities from the 6th lie, from that density? Or do they have to state things as triggers. Like for example when you stated that I was bi-polar that could be perceived by me as either an insult meaning I have a medical issue, or in broader symbols as a compliment that I am able to switch polarities at will. In stating that it could uncover shadow sides of insecurities or shame in the earthly realm. This I experienced much during my shadow-facing time.

When you made that statement was it conscious or unconscious (you actually think I have a medical condition)?

One last question. I noticed the entity that tormented me was able to easily possess others and work through them to further influence me. This took it to a whole new level of confusion, it was quite a masterful performance. Later I was able to confirm he was specifically able to possess and use as a tool, those with injuries and those who use hard-core drugs. Do you know, are 6th density STS entities willing to drop into lower physical forms in this way? Walking between densities in a sense, to do their best service possible for the creator?

Thank you,
Lulu