Greetings from the Dark

[Lulu]

thank you for all that zaxon, all very interesting.

I often see myself as a "catalyst" or as I have referred to myself as "the universes helper" begrudgingly when being willing to call others out on their denials, bull-s*** and self-lies, however gentle makes no great impression. I consider that technically in Service to Others. I avoid doing it because it does not serve ME that well. I prefer to stay in my own energy and that is technically Service to Myself.

The whole concept of STS/STO seems from a fairly low place. I wonder if you could elaborate on how you proceed as catalyst being from a higher place. Can you give an example perhaps?

It's interesting that you have no awareness of your connection to the energy that I can feel. It also seems to have become very much more distant now. You have received no impressions, images or other during our interaction?

I wonder what exactly you think you gave me a sample of when I checked into your energy field? The emptiness that I felt was exactly representative of a state I had been dragged into during my experiences. As a female that is the exact opposite of an energy I would crave to be AS myself. However the image that arose in that moment was a strong male of silver light, with head bowed (perhaps to the creator) and a worshipful stance in total humility, yet in strength. If you have merged with your spirit body this will make sense to you, if not then your other self is whatever opposes that. That would mean you are arrogant and not in humility to the creator and quite weak in the masculine energy that appears to others. You are fortunate, another male I did this on had a very weak masculine spirit body, rather weak in posture and disheveled. He has no trust in the Feminine energy. As I approached him fangs, biting blood etc would appear in his mind when I came close or went to touch him. However I did Polarize myself in the farthest feminine energy before the reading. I could try that with you. Is your offer to do as I see fit still in standing?

p's I did not receive an answer to the 6thD lie question (?).




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