03-31-2012, 07:25 PM
I'm leaning more on the relentless seeking side with an ever growing state of being on the other end. I find it difficult to relax but all the doing is making it increasingly clear how I need to be in order to feel well. It's difficult to be helpful when I feel this way so first thing's first, healing the pain inside is my STO. I'll be damned if I don't feel well!
I understand it's ok to feel non-pleasurable states but when you haven't relaxed for more than 10 minutes at a time in the past x months feeling well is a reasonable objective. It is a subtle yet powerful catalyst. Feeling my way through it has been beneficial for instance my sensitivity to subtle energies in the body has definitely increased, so despite the difficulty I am entirely grateful and excited where it is taking me.
I don't know any specific names but reading of individual awarenesses of energies in the body has increased mine. I sincerely appreciate this and having access to bring4th.
~Avocado
I understand it's ok to feel non-pleasurable states but when you haven't relaxed for more than 10 minutes at a time in the past x months feeling well is a reasonable objective. It is a subtle yet powerful catalyst. Feeling my way through it has been beneficial for instance my sensitivity to subtle energies in the body has definitely increased, so despite the difficulty I am entirely grateful and excited where it is taking me.
I don't know any specific names but reading of individual awarenesses of energies in the body has increased mine. I sincerely appreciate this and having access to bring4th.
~Avocado