Not everything is a Negative Greeting

[drifting pages]

I see nothing wrong with seeking positive experiences, i only have to remember that if i hit some wall, there is a reason for it.

Today i worried about something that may or not have happened, even more if it did happen i can't do anything about it.

But some part of me wants to control this... so there, i feel insecure.

I accept that, i also accept that it will move on when i deem myself ready for it.

I will stay in this insecure sort of in and out state until i decide to move my ass out of it.

No rush.

I find that trying to move to better ground to quickly can be counter productive.

I have a feeling that to be a manifested creator i on my own pace have to deal with all insecure/fearful and any dust of unworthiness/guilt i still might have peculating somewhere.

I am ok with that too, cause hey it will be a glorious processes and i don't feel there is a timeline on my head.