04-08-2012, 11:01 PM
It's been forever since I checked on this thread, but I just had the WEIRDEST dream! It was one of those vivid, more-real-than-real dreams and it left a deep impression on my psyche, though a lot of it doesn't make immediate sense,
I was living in my parents' house again, and apparently I had a younger brother. My friend Jeremy, who lives in another state, lived in my neighborhood in the dream. I was in the kitchen and he was outside in the backyard, leaning over the fence to talk to someone. I'm pretty sure we were using telepathy, because somehow I was talking to him clearly even though there was a brick wall separating us. I asked him what he wanted to do for the day, and he said "Oh, I'm just out here talking to Clayton."
Clayton is a pretty severely STS-oriented individual I've interacted with a few times in the past and haven't spoken to in some time, and in my dream I was very surprised to hear that he was standing right outside my house. I was like "What, really?" Jeremy seemed confused at my reaction. He was like "What, he's only lived on this street forever."
So I walked outside and Clayton was standing there and we just stared at each other, and he looked just as surprised to see me as I was to see him. He looked completely different. Instead of short blonde hair and blue eyes he had long, dark brown hair, dark eyes and darker skin. The facial features didn't match at all, but I was barely even looking at his appearance. I could clearly feel his energy and knew it was him without a doubt, just like everyone else in the dream.
He was acting really odd. He seemed to be trying to act like his usual cold and detached self, yet there was a tremendous warmth radiating out of his aura. It shone through all of his facial features and he seemed to be having a very hard time suppressing it. We were mostly silent, just staring at each other and Jeremy seemed oblivious to everything, and I remember my little brother running around and playing in the background.
Clayton ended up coming into the house where my parents were sitting at the kitchen table. They were talking about random stuff and I suddenly fell on the floor and started having a seizure, and began speaking in language that I knew was Sumerian though I've never heard it spoken. This seemed to upset him and he left the house very quickly. I regained control of myself and followed him out into the backyard yelling "Wait! I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" Somehow I felt that I had deeply offended him. He stopped and turned and looked at me, and seemed to be trying to decide if he wanted to leave or not. I could feel deep flickers of anger in his aura, but also...perhaps some sort of sadness, and a longing to stay.
He finally stopped walking away and we ended up getting very close to each other, so close I could smell him. The energy was crackling between us and there was a deep sense of intimacy though we were not saying or doing anything. I had an intense urge to reach out and touch him. I wanted to pull him into my arms and comfort him, soothe all the pain I could sense inside of him, but I didn't dare. His presence was tenuous as it was.
I looked into his eyes and said "Your eyes aren't blue. They're brown."
"No they're not." he said, and his eyes turned blue. They they turned gray, green...they began shifting between various colors rapidly and I gasped in amazement at this. He smiled at my reaction- a genuine smile that lit up his whole face. It was such a stark change from his usual expression.
About that time really thick, dark clouds began gathering in the sky and it looked as if it was going to storm. Clayton looked up at the sky and said "if you all survive this, you should _____" (I can't clearly remember what he said to do). Then he smiled and walked away. It started raining. Though it was the middle of the day I could suddenly see a HUGE full moon in the sky, much larger than it should have been. I could hear my neighbors out on their back porch saying something about an eclipse, and sure enough an eclipse started happening. When the moon was fully eclipsed it turned blood red for a moment, then the sky started looking even weirder. Hail started to fall and a piece of it struck me on the arm and stung quite badly. I began running into the house and yelling at my brother to get inside as well.
As I was going in the back door pieces of the SKY started falling into the back yard. The neighbors were yelling "Oh! Look at that one!" as if they thought it was fun. I ran into the kitchen and was watching chunks of the sky fall from the kitchen window. Each time one hit the ground it made a tremendous noise and impact, and I remember thinking that if one fell on the roof it would come straight through. I wondered if it was the harvest or the apocalypse or something like that, but I couldn't muster up the fear I felt like I should be feeling. I was very calm, just watching the sky fall from the window. Then I woke up.
I was living in my parents' house again, and apparently I had a younger brother. My friend Jeremy, who lives in another state, lived in my neighborhood in the dream. I was in the kitchen and he was outside in the backyard, leaning over the fence to talk to someone. I'm pretty sure we were using telepathy, because somehow I was talking to him clearly even though there was a brick wall separating us. I asked him what he wanted to do for the day, and he said "Oh, I'm just out here talking to Clayton."
Clayton is a pretty severely STS-oriented individual I've interacted with a few times in the past and haven't spoken to in some time, and in my dream I was very surprised to hear that he was standing right outside my house. I was like "What, really?" Jeremy seemed confused at my reaction. He was like "What, he's only lived on this street forever."
So I walked outside and Clayton was standing there and we just stared at each other, and he looked just as surprised to see me as I was to see him. He looked completely different. Instead of short blonde hair and blue eyes he had long, dark brown hair, dark eyes and darker skin. The facial features didn't match at all, but I was barely even looking at his appearance. I could clearly feel his energy and knew it was him without a doubt, just like everyone else in the dream.
He was acting really odd. He seemed to be trying to act like his usual cold and detached self, yet there was a tremendous warmth radiating out of his aura. It shone through all of his facial features and he seemed to be having a very hard time suppressing it. We were mostly silent, just staring at each other and Jeremy seemed oblivious to everything, and I remember my little brother running around and playing in the background.
Clayton ended up coming into the house where my parents were sitting at the kitchen table. They were talking about random stuff and I suddenly fell on the floor and started having a seizure, and began speaking in language that I knew was Sumerian though I've never heard it spoken. This seemed to upset him and he left the house very quickly. I regained control of myself and followed him out into the backyard yelling "Wait! I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" Somehow I felt that I had deeply offended him. He stopped and turned and looked at me, and seemed to be trying to decide if he wanted to leave or not. I could feel deep flickers of anger in his aura, but also...perhaps some sort of sadness, and a longing to stay.
He finally stopped walking away and we ended up getting very close to each other, so close I could smell him. The energy was crackling between us and there was a deep sense of intimacy though we were not saying or doing anything. I had an intense urge to reach out and touch him. I wanted to pull him into my arms and comfort him, soothe all the pain I could sense inside of him, but I didn't dare. His presence was tenuous as it was.
I looked into his eyes and said "Your eyes aren't blue. They're brown."
"No they're not." he said, and his eyes turned blue. They they turned gray, green...they began shifting between various colors rapidly and I gasped in amazement at this. He smiled at my reaction- a genuine smile that lit up his whole face. It was such a stark change from his usual expression.
About that time really thick, dark clouds began gathering in the sky and it looked as if it was going to storm. Clayton looked up at the sky and said "if you all survive this, you should _____" (I can't clearly remember what he said to do). Then he smiled and walked away. It started raining. Though it was the middle of the day I could suddenly see a HUGE full moon in the sky, much larger than it should have been. I could hear my neighbors out on their back porch saying something about an eclipse, and sure enough an eclipse started happening. When the moon was fully eclipsed it turned blood red for a moment, then the sky started looking even weirder. Hail started to fall and a piece of it struck me on the arm and stung quite badly. I began running into the house and yelling at my brother to get inside as well.
As I was going in the back door pieces of the SKY started falling into the back yard. The neighbors were yelling "Oh! Look at that one!" as if they thought it was fun. I ran into the kitchen and was watching chunks of the sky fall from the kitchen window. Each time one hit the ground it made a tremendous noise and impact, and I remember thinking that if one fell on the roof it would come straight through. I wondered if it was the harvest or the apocalypse or something like that, but I couldn't muster up the fear I felt like I should be feeling. I was very calm, just watching the sky fall from the window. Then I woke up.
![[+]](https://www.bring4th.org/forums/images/collapse_collapsed.png)