04-11-2012, 04:20 PM
Yeah, I totally know what you mean, there can definitely be negatively influenced synchronicities!
I'll share one of my bad experiences with it, well, if you want to call it that.
Basically, it had been a generally miserable and stressful day from the beginning, because of my living conditions and agitated roommates. At the same time, my girlfriend was also aggravated with me and I was supposed to go over to her place to see her. So I borrowed my buddy's 173$ bus pass so I could go out there and I would return it later. Now, the thing is, is the previous day, this same friend and I had done an INTENSE full deck Tarot reading, where we had been challenged by a very Satanic entity and we were offered greetings. This was a presence I knew had actually been tagged on to my friend for some time, and in my state I desired to free him from it, so while he asserted his Light, I purposely questioned my Light and drew the darkness to myself. Needless to say the whole event was crazily synchronistic.
Anyways, continuing in to the next day, I had been fighting with my girlfriend on my way to see her, I was late or something and she decided she no longer wanted to see me. So I was crushed about that, and feeling incredibly depressed and down on myself, feeling pretty as worthless as one can feel. Riding on the way back, I am looking for the buspass, and I cannot find it. I know which pocket I put it in, there's NO way I could have missed it because I emptied my pockets which are quite small. This was almost too much for me, I felt devastated that I had lost my friend's pass, and at this point in time I was also homeless, broke, had left pretty much all my bands and was in a rather destitute position. I was very close to commiting suicide at this point, I remember standing at the edge of the skytrain platform and looking on to the tracks, it would have been so easy. I always had the urge to run and jump on to them when I saw them, this strange compulsion to experience that phenomenal death.
Then suddenly, something clicked or shifted or something, all of the synchronicities, they lined up and I was like "WAIT, this is a test!" Or at least, that's how I put it when I am challenged by negativity and need to (dis)"solve" it. I stopped and thought for a second that this could all just be because of that entity, and that my friend would understand if I lost it and wouldn't hold it against me and I was going overboard. So I chilled out and went back to my friend's place and of course everything was cool, and I arranged for some money with my Dad to buy him a new one.
So, this is where it tripped me out. The next day after I woke up I was going to get ready to go buy a new pass for him. So I went to grab my pants, and I looked down, and there, blatantly sticking out of my pocket, was the pass that I am positive I lost the previous day.
Sometimes I don't know whether to laugh or cry. LOL
I'll share one of my bad experiences with it, well, if you want to call it that.
Basically, it had been a generally miserable and stressful day from the beginning, because of my living conditions and agitated roommates. At the same time, my girlfriend was also aggravated with me and I was supposed to go over to her place to see her. So I borrowed my buddy's 173$ bus pass so I could go out there and I would return it later. Now, the thing is, is the previous day, this same friend and I had done an INTENSE full deck Tarot reading, where we had been challenged by a very Satanic entity and we were offered greetings. This was a presence I knew had actually been tagged on to my friend for some time, and in my state I desired to free him from it, so while he asserted his Light, I purposely questioned my Light and drew the darkness to myself. Needless to say the whole event was crazily synchronistic.
Anyways, continuing in to the next day, I had been fighting with my girlfriend on my way to see her, I was late or something and she decided she no longer wanted to see me. So I was crushed about that, and feeling incredibly depressed and down on myself, feeling pretty as worthless as one can feel. Riding on the way back, I am looking for the buspass, and I cannot find it. I know which pocket I put it in, there's NO way I could have missed it because I emptied my pockets which are quite small. This was almost too much for me, I felt devastated that I had lost my friend's pass, and at this point in time I was also homeless, broke, had left pretty much all my bands and was in a rather destitute position. I was very close to commiting suicide at this point, I remember standing at the edge of the skytrain platform and looking on to the tracks, it would have been so easy. I always had the urge to run and jump on to them when I saw them, this strange compulsion to experience that phenomenal death.
Then suddenly, something clicked or shifted or something, all of the synchronicities, they lined up and I was like "WAIT, this is a test!" Or at least, that's how I put it when I am challenged by negativity and need to (dis)"solve" it. I stopped and thought for a second that this could all just be because of that entity, and that my friend would understand if I lost it and wouldn't hold it against me and I was going overboard. So I chilled out and went back to my friend's place and of course everything was cool, and I arranged for some money with my Dad to buy him a new one.
So, this is where it tripped me out. The next day after I woke up I was going to get ready to go buy a new pass for him. So I went to grab my pants, and I looked down, and there, blatantly sticking out of my pocket, was the pass that I am positive I lost the previous day.
Sometimes I don't know whether to laugh or cry. LOL
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