What is wrong with me?

[Monica]

The only thing I can think of is this sickness is trying to tell me I am not meant for University that it is not along the right path,

Many years ago, my husband and I attended a Rebirthing seminar in Florida. As part of our training, we swam with dolphins. We were told we'd have profound spiritual experiences with the dolphins, and we surely did!

It was in March, when Florida is usually already into springtime. But a freak coldfront blew in, and temps dropped to the 40s. So we had to don wetsuits in order to swim in the frigid ocean water.

Some people had resistance to swimming with the dolphins, because they weren't ready to have their suppressed issues exposed. (Dolphins are very good at exposing our issues, so that we can deal with them, ie. confront the catalyst.)

There was a little girl, Aria, age 10, the daughter of one of the Rebirthing trainers. I saw the adults all giving her a really hard time, because she didn't want to get in the water. The Rebirthers kept telling her she had "issues" ie. suppressed issues, and that's why she didn't want to swim with the dolphins. So they were doing their thing full force, their muscle testing, their readings, whatever, trying to figure out what her subconscious issues were.

Later, she told us: "They said I have issues. But I don't. The water was just too cold."

We felt this was very profound!

Sometimes, the water is just too cold.

In your case, you just might be reading too much into this. It just might be that you simply overindulged in alcohol and got too acidic, which automatically makes one more susceptible to colds and flus. Solution: Completely eliminate all sodas and alcohol for a few days, and drink LOTS of water, preferably alkaline water if you can find it.

THEN reevaluate.

My guess is that you simply got too acidic from the alcohol - in other words, the water is too cold.

As for the dreams, I would welcome vivid dreams. Might be your Higher Self trying to tell you something. I suggest paying attention and writing down as much detail as you can remember. Feel free to post the dreams here, if you'd like feedback.

Good luck!