04-15-2012, 09:24 AM
(04-15-2012, 01:07 AM)Gemini Wolf Wrote: I've been meditating on feeling the unconditional love for about the last few days.
After I posted before, I felt a very slight feeling of the love, that I have never felt before, though it felt familiar.
I'll tell you even with the very slight feeling of unconditional love, it was a million times better than sex.
But there's another side to it. I'm beginning to feel the unconditional love a little bit more,
but I also realize that I'm also beginning to feel the pain and hurt of everyone I've ever hurt in life.
Without also feeling the Love of Creator, I don't think I'd be able to get through having to
experience some of the worst feelings I've ever felt from those I've hurt the most.
I just let it happen, and it works itself out. I feel the hurt beginning to be replaced with the love.
It's a process of forgiving myself I believe.
What I've done is see myself as the person I hurt, and see it from a 180-degree difference.
That way I feel what they felt. It's part of accepting the Love of Creator.
Eternal, we can unify the world by unifying ourselves. As you know there's no "out there".
Integrate and change ourselves, and we'll find ourselves in a new reality, and the world
will change around us.
It's as much my fault that the world is like it is, as anyone. I'm working on changing myself.
GW, what you define as the pain you feel, is the love of the Creator.
I would suggest to you that there IS an "out there". And that maybe you are thinking with a brain confined to Earthly boundaries, while feeling with a heart that knows no such limitations.
Harmony is the goal of humanity, infinity is the goal of the heart.