The New Age started yesterday (I need new music)

[Gribbons]

Lol, well, I've outgrown a lot of the heavy metal I used to enjoy. But even some classical music I used to love I find now to be too dense. I was actually referring to pride in some sports teams I felt was excessive before, my christian upbringing/ the doctrine.. but that doesn't mean I.. lol, last weekend, easter sunday, I actually felt like I was there celebrating something natural, like how pagans would celebrate an equinox. the church, in my perspective, was more like a gathering, and from then, especially just yesterday, I felt like.. getting out of my row and dancing. Like I was free, like what Gemini said, I couldn't even entertain a negative thought. I even want to cry right now, because I used to care so much about grammar and correction and things being one way or the other, and now, lol, it's like, why bother. hahaha

So, yeah, I feel like it's more like outgrowing old, restrictive systems. Belief systems that would hinder me, hold me back, keep me tight and worried. I'm saying that, it's the subconscious we have to free.

I was watching ESPN earlier, like I always do around 5:00, and I just felt like something shifted in my perceptions, like, if you ever played the game Civilization, where when you research a certain technology, and you advance to, say, the industrial age, or the modern age.. I just felt like I took a step into an age that was mystique.. brilliant, with a light..indigo feeling. Like, a new dark age where we didn't know what to do with it, but we think anything's possible.. so it's weird. lol It's a new adventure. And I'm happy now to be a part of the discovery. The creative stage. The era without doubt.

Blah! I feel like I just wanna spew out my feelings in one MWHAHHfkdlf of a sound. Kinda cool, but kinda crazy to those who want words to describe everything. HAHA