Faith or Will

[AnthroHeart]

Although, I must say that I've noticed (and if anybody else has noticed this as well, I'm curious to hear) that the more illusion I release, and the more conscious and powerful creator of my own catalyst I become, the less and less desire I have to exercise such power, because it seems you come into more and more of an awareness that there is nothing that you want to change, because it is perfect already.

This is a pretty profound statement. I find as I go on I have less desire to create something else. The only thing I desire to change is to continually increase in the experiencing the Love of Creator. Though also there is the desire of the dissolution of the illusion. But at a level that's right for me. But this dissolution seems to happen without me really trying. While it's subtle, I become more aware that the process of Creation just is, rather than something we try to achieve. It happens by opening the heart. There is some Indigo involved, but I don't really try to use that. It just happens auto-magically.

Godwide, would you say that it is the indigo ray that can accelerate the dissolution of the illusion? I find that the increase of my heart chakra keeps me stable when things begin to happen that might otherwise freak me out.