Hello, Missmarie!
I have good news and better news. Good news is, you are already discovering this material, so you are just on the right track. That is quite important. Better news is: time will put things in perspective. I have discovered the Law of One (or it has re-membered me, to say it that way) about a year ago, hindered with quite a few health issues and needless to say, a huge ego, and just the right amount of personal issues as well. When I read about stuff like "not fearing death" or "not being affected by situations", it seemed a bit too idealistic, if not a straight "lie".
But now I know what back then I could not even imagine. Things really are well, even in hour darkest hours. You will discover that sooner or later, but it is within you.
I think the most important tool for me was the chakra activations. Sit down for 10-15 mins as a daily routine, and imagine yourself and the energy centers in your body activate, accelerate, "come back at full speed". Red: you exist. You are strong, you are rooted here, you are living as you want to live. Orange: you are what you are. You have your traits, you can digest what gets thrown at you, and you react to it at an increasingly peaceful way. Yellow: you and what you perceive as outside are connected. There is an uncuttable connection between the outer and the inner, and you are in the center of it. Green: you love every being out there and every being inside yourself. You are the Love itself. Blue: you can voice your thoughts, and you can accept communication from other-selves as well. Purple: You rest well, knowing that your higher self, the higher beings are always going to give you what you need at the moment. You have faith.
Now, as you do this, focusing on each color for about 1-2 mins, you might encounter issues. Your own issues. You then start working with them. Trying to find a comfortable way of confronting certain fears, maybe transmuting them to become a new You. This was the start for me, personally.
Know this, however: ultimately, these tools - just as the chakras themselves - are permission slips to use tools that are "outside" you or "techniques" to face what belief system you have. So use the tools that you prefer, and use them until you want them to be useful. They are within you to serve you.
Also, if you "cannot break the cycle of fear", then at least one belief system remains within you that seems to state that there IS a possibility for something to be lost permanently. Discover that, and have a talk with it.
I have good news and better news. Good news is, you are already discovering this material, so you are just on the right track. That is quite important. Better news is: time will put things in perspective. I have discovered the Law of One (or it has re-membered me, to say it that way) about a year ago, hindered with quite a few health issues and needless to say, a huge ego, and just the right amount of personal issues as well. When I read about stuff like "not fearing death" or "not being affected by situations", it seemed a bit too idealistic, if not a straight "lie".
But now I know what back then I could not even imagine. Things really are well, even in hour darkest hours. You will discover that sooner or later, but it is within you.
I think the most important tool for me was the chakra activations. Sit down for 10-15 mins as a daily routine, and imagine yourself and the energy centers in your body activate, accelerate, "come back at full speed". Red: you exist. You are strong, you are rooted here, you are living as you want to live. Orange: you are what you are. You have your traits, you can digest what gets thrown at you, and you react to it at an increasingly peaceful way. Yellow: you and what you perceive as outside are connected. There is an uncuttable connection between the outer and the inner, and you are in the center of it. Green: you love every being out there and every being inside yourself. You are the Love itself. Blue: you can voice your thoughts, and you can accept communication from other-selves as well. Purple: You rest well, knowing that your higher self, the higher beings are always going to give you what you need at the moment. You have faith.
Now, as you do this, focusing on each color for about 1-2 mins, you might encounter issues. Your own issues. You then start working with them. Trying to find a comfortable way of confronting certain fears, maybe transmuting them to become a new You. This was the start for me, personally.
Know this, however: ultimately, these tools - just as the chakras themselves - are permission slips to use tools that are "outside" you or "techniques" to face what belief system you have. So use the tools that you prefer, and use them until you want them to be useful. They are within you to serve you.
Also, if you "cannot break the cycle of fear", then at least one belief system remains within you that seems to state that there IS a possibility for something to be lost permanently. Discover that, and have a talk with it.
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