12-24-2009, 08:06 AM
(12-24-2009, 06:52 AM)ayadew Wrote: Aaron & Purple Dragon said the most I want to say.
thefool: Your 4th alternative is the most accurate I think. Don't worry too much, all is well. Rationalizing things with a brain that's stuck in linear 3D thinking won't solve the infinite wonders of the universe I'm afraid.
Ra said clearly that there are many actions which are not polarizing, simply neutral. Such as: requesting the love of the universe, help from above, to go about your business buying food/shelter. If you do this with a clear intent to dominate others, then it's STS, because you've gained the understanding through myriads of incarnations that this is the definite way to progress higher through life. If you do it without really pondering much, then you'll not be polarizing. The reverse applies to STO.
Remember, the easiest thing in the world is to be asleep.. There is no polarizing choice, no higher meaning, just going about your business, stuck in this 3D world. And those that does such are fine with that. They're learning the lessons of this place, and they will not progress because they need to be here. There is no point for them to go higher in the densities. This is the indifference, and it is well.
I think the 51/95% numbers were simply to describe the extreme difficulty in completely ignoring the love of the universe (95%) and simply progress for yourself. Thus it's much easier to open yourself to the love of the Creator (51%) and be that way 'most of the time' (51%). It's enough to desire it just a little. It's really a natural state once you've opened yourself enough - you vibrate with 4th density energy, and then your consciousness can live in such a place.
I find it very hard to make choices currently, because I have to really think over what the consequences are. Thus, I go with the Old Soul approach, and try to affect the world as little as possible, only conversing with those who understand what I'm saying (not many), spreading my vibration without interfering too much. It's the safe route away from karmic imbalances.. but it also denies me catalyst.
interesting what you say - for me it is the complete opposite - I always felt something to be very different in the world and peoples behavour compared to my perception and openness - especially in regards to religious or tribe related behaviour patterns. thus i developed already as a kid a inner urge to communicate and be an inspiration of tolerance to many people - in my teens i was hurt hard for that many times by various people, close and not close to me and also family - so i closed up and for a time hated the world that I felt treated me unbelievably unfair. since my awakening a year ago that awareness than goes along with every thought, every decision, every move has been the biggest difference - and hence i made other choices - again i was disappointed and "treated unfair" on many levels but, honestly this only deepened my urge to attain a position where i can have a positive impact on people's inpiration. I am not saying i wanna be a guru or know anything better than anyone - all i am saying is that i love to communicate my perception and feeling of love and this to as much people as possible - wihtout forcing or anything - but still the more that would be reached the more happy it made me ... sounds a littly needy for glamour but let me assure it is absolutely not about me as a person but about the felt urge to communicate love and the ways of reality ...
