04-26-2012, 02:16 PM
(This post was last modified: 04-26-2012, 02:57 PM by AnthroHeart.)
No problem Confused. I am finding though that with this knowledge, it's easy to get wrapped up in the thoughs that "I'm creating that" and "I'm responsible for what happens." It's really hard on me when I see from that point of view. With this power comes a greater responsibility. There is temptation to use it to get some worldly desire, and have caught myself a couple of times in the beginnings of pondering getting something out of it, but then stopping myself, and returning to the light.
I notice that when I shift to something more harmonious, my mom starts getting sicker, it makes me worry a bit. My mom though has kind of decided that she doesn't want to get better, so her thoughts and such are manifesting more quickly for her. When I have pushed to shift faster, it just makes her own beliefs happen faster to her. And then I feel selfish if I am to push for finding myself. But ultimately I believe she is getting the catalyst she has set up for herself. I can't shift her to make her better because I must respect her free will.
I had to close down my indigo ray just a bit because it was on overdrive these last few days, and it's easy to get unbalanced in this case. It's pretty amazing that when your 3rd eye indigo ray is going strong, when you close your eyes you start seeing images that are in alignment with what you've been focusing on. In my case lots of cartoons and anthro beings I hadn't seen before. There's sort of a resistance that keeps me from being able to focus on something not in line with my vibration.
And I also get some freaky catalyst that shows a part of myself I have yet to accept and integrate. When I see the freaky imagery, I send love to it, and tell it that I appreciate it for what it offers.
With an active 3rd eye, you hear music that resonates very well with you. New music that I haven't heard before. I get bits and pieces of it, and then a little shift happens and I lose that song and find another. Sort of like tuning into the cosmic radio and scanning for a station. Except what you hear is music that is in alignment with your vibration so it sounds really cool. I also sometimes hear conversations going on or voices talking. I find at this level of vibration, I also am polarizing in my dreams. But in a higher vibration I really can't sleep all that much because the line between sleep and awake begins to disappear.
I also find it is more difficult to hold or carry a thought that is out of alignment to my beliefs. I don't think I've had a negative thought for over 10 days. My vibration is too high to allow the darker thoughts in. At a point, your 3rd eye sort of locks into place and it's like cruise control. I am aware of nearly every moment, my state of being. So I can make adjustments as I need.
I notice that when I shift to something more harmonious, my mom starts getting sicker, it makes me worry a bit. My mom though has kind of decided that she doesn't want to get better, so her thoughts and such are manifesting more quickly for her. When I have pushed to shift faster, it just makes her own beliefs happen faster to her. And then I feel selfish if I am to push for finding myself. But ultimately I believe she is getting the catalyst she has set up for herself. I can't shift her to make her better because I must respect her free will.
I had to close down my indigo ray just a bit because it was on overdrive these last few days, and it's easy to get unbalanced in this case. It's pretty amazing that when your 3rd eye indigo ray is going strong, when you close your eyes you start seeing images that are in alignment with what you've been focusing on. In my case lots of cartoons and anthro beings I hadn't seen before. There's sort of a resistance that keeps me from being able to focus on something not in line with my vibration.
And I also get some freaky catalyst that shows a part of myself I have yet to accept and integrate. When I see the freaky imagery, I send love to it, and tell it that I appreciate it for what it offers.
With an active 3rd eye, you hear music that resonates very well with you. New music that I haven't heard before. I get bits and pieces of it, and then a little shift happens and I lose that song and find another. Sort of like tuning into the cosmic radio and scanning for a station. Except what you hear is music that is in alignment with your vibration so it sounds really cool. I also sometimes hear conversations going on or voices talking. I find at this level of vibration, I also am polarizing in my dreams. But in a higher vibration I really can't sleep all that much because the line between sleep and awake begins to disappear.
I also find it is more difficult to hold or carry a thought that is out of alignment to my beliefs. I don't think I've had a negative thought for over 10 days. My vibration is too high to allow the darker thoughts in. At a point, your 3rd eye sort of locks into place and it's like cruise control. I am aware of nearly every moment, my state of being. So I can make adjustments as I need.
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