04-30-2012, 02:32 AM
(04-30-2012, 01:37 AM)Gemini Wolf Wrote: Yeah Lulu, the same "god" I experienced was telling me how my shifting realities caused the 3D world within me to basically be turned upside down because it violated everyone's free will. That's the same thing that happened before. For me, it was fear of violating free will.
And then my solar plexus chakra felt very dense, and I was given memory that Ra said how negatives have unusally dense solar plexuses. I was definitely creating my reality. I had thought that things were just going to get worse.
But I caught myself twice this time, and am resuming the closing of my indigo ray.
So shifting reality so that the radio plays music that you like, doesn't violate anyone's free will does it? I did that and suddenly started having much better music on the radio. That was during the brief heaven-on-earth feeling when I opened up, before it all went downhill.
Gemini, I don't think you've been doing anything wrong, because you weren't trying to control anyone. By just focusing on creating your own reality, the UniVerse will rearrange itself to accommodate you, including other-selves who are choosing the same reality you are.
In other words, if you desire to create what seems to be 'better' music, then other-selves who also desire to create better music, will be attracted to you, and you will both coexist in the same reality. You didn't control them or force them to do your bidding! Rather, you just attracted those who resonate with the reality you are choosing.
My suggestion is to relax and not get caught up in fear. Focus on being loving and joyful, as you have already been doing, and you can't go wrong.