Thanks for that Siren, I can see where I could have been considered non-polarized when I was confronted. Though I felt as if I was more then 51% in service to others when it happened. I Felt as if I was in love with everyone and the world! However, I am sure I was only operating at a fraction of myself. If I think about what I would have posted on forums, for example, I would have been for the most part "helping" and "loving" attempting to act through only a very limited and approved set of archetypes and when acting through others, not wanting to know or see that in myself.
However as I "challenged the master" and his beliefs I was moved in and out of opportunities/positions. What I discovered is that those orion influenced have extreme tempers, they are extremely unforgiving, they demand a high-level of respect that cannot be crossed, they also have shocking knowledge and skills.
They do literally put bondage contraptions on the energetic body. I could feel them being put on me and also I could feel them being taken off at times. Sometimes I didn't really mind, because the opiate sensations that came with were incredible. Fighting the energy away got tiring after awhile. It's like "ok fine! dammit! you can stay, just behave yourself!!". Until the realization that the same entity is still seemingly sabotaging your life. I won't bore you with all the details, but for one, they are not exactly bringing a partner "to me" but rather keeping potentials away by all means possible. It's probably like a harem. Lots of lonely females in waiting and not enough males. I guess there are examples in the animal kingdom (horses) so I can't really judge it as something wrong. There were of course, aspects of my experiences that I enjoyed.
I still consider myself STS out of necessity. If I were not I would be enslaved energetically right now. I have played the love and bliss out game and that is when "it comes and locates me again". So I am not convinced that polarizing towards serving others is a good idea at all. In fact it seems foolish. Serving others was slavery after all. Even when I give a gift I make sure to do it for ME, with NO expectation in return. When I don't, it's a set-up for disappointment and/or unhealthy relationships that get imbued with duty and resentments as a guiding force.
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To bad the elite has to be "elite" and so damn sleazy too. Too bad it can't instead be something powerful and beautiful that promotes the free-will of others in more loving ways. I guess that is in and after 6D.
Perhaps though, we need them. We don't get it. We can read all the books sit and think we are doing the work, take psy drugs or go to therapists and then we can think we are healed or enlightened and whole and still... we are fragmented souls because really healing doesn't work through knowledge alone but has to be acted out and solved on a deeper level.
So where does that leave me now? Not sure. I'm still unresolved from my experiences. I still have a difficult time chasing dreams and enjoying life fully. There have been a few very amazing little kids around me this weekend and it sort of broke me open to seeing life with some potential value again. I've basically just wanted to be free in spirit without body since 2009.
Lulu
(05-01-2012, 09:24 PM)Valtor Wrote: What is meant is people who would agree with STS ideas. Those who think themselves superior to others are those who resonate with Orion. They are the ones Orion would contact to give them ideas and techniques of how to force their choices on those inferior to them, since the Elites knows best what is good for us. Or so they believe. Thus enslaving us.
but that is ambiguous then isn't it? and it's from such a low vibration. My Ideas are to serve myself, this is what I know is right.
I still don't understand why some of the Orion entity is still so hell bent on political and financial slavery and how they can continue in that. Whatever it is, is sad. There is deep wound there.
I think the energetic slavery was just "capturing Love", to keep it and possess it. Thats why it didn't feel bad. One could look at it as an honor.
Lulu
(05-01-2012, 07:36 PM)KindaEnlightened Wrote: I can't say with certainty that I have experienced Orion power, but I have dealt with some extremely negative sources, and I have always felt repelled.
Hi KindaEnlightened, I like your name!
Very interesting, I have not felt repelled in the least. I have felt magnetically attracted. It could be the density is more 6th. (?)
(05-01-2012, 07:36 PM)KindaEnlightened Wrote: As far as the archetypes, I don't think it is so much a matter of accepting them, but more of a matter of finding your relationship with them.
hmmmm interesting thought. I want to try what Ra talks about below and see where I really am with them.
88.24 Questioner: Ra must have had, shall we say, a lesson plan or course of training for the twenty-two archetypes to be given either to those of third density of Ra or, later on, to those in Egypt. Could you describe this scenario for the training course?
Ra: I am Ra.
We find it more nearly appropriate to discuss our plans in acquainting initiates upon your own planet with this particular version of the archetypes of the archetypical mind. Our first stage was the presentation of the images, one after the other, in the following order: one, eight, fifteen; two, nine, sixteen; three, ten, seventeen; four, eleven, eighteen; five, twelve, nineteen; six, thirteen, twenty; seven, fourteen, twenty-one; twenty-two. In this way the fundamental relationships between mind, body, and spirit could begin to be discovered, for as one sees, for instance, the Matrix of the Mind in comparison to the Matrices of Body and Spirit one may draw certain tentative conclusions.
When, at length, the student had mastered these visualizations and had considered each of the seven classifications of archetype, looking at the relationships between mind, body, and spirit, we then suggested consideration of archetypes in pairs: one and two; three and four; five; six and seven. You may continue in this form for the body and spirit archetypes. You will note that the consideration of the Significator was left unpaired, for the Significator shall be paired with Archetype Twenty-Two.
At the end of this line of inquiry the student was beginning to grasp more and more deeply the qualities and resonances of each archetype. At this point, using various other aids to spiritual evolution, we encouraged the initiate to learn to become each archetype and, most importantly, to know as best as possible within your illusion when the adoption of the archetype’s persona would be spiritually or metaphysically helpful.
As you can see, much work was done creatively by each initiate. We have no dogma to offer. Each perceives that which is needful and helpful to the self.
Lulu