05-08-2012, 02:43 PM
(This post was last modified: 05-08-2012, 02:46 PM by AnthroHeart.)
At a level of spiritual purification, I found that I must turn my will over to God's. So I live now by God's will rather than my own. There is no other way to balance this substantial amount of light and love that I carry.
At the level I'm at now, things don't really test my patience anymore. The longer I have to wait for something, the more love that I feel. So I can wait around all day for things to happen if I need.
I chose probably one of the most difficult paths possible. Very rapid growth, but you're walking a razor's edge of love/light balance, until you can no longer balance and then hand it over to God. God provides wisdom. But I see him as God, rather than a balancer. I need God more than ever. More than anything.
At the level I'm at now, things don't really test my patience anymore. The longer I have to wait for something, the more love that I feel. So I can wait around all day for things to happen if I need.
I chose probably one of the most difficult paths possible. Very rapid growth, but you're walking a razor's edge of love/light balance, until you can no longer balance and then hand it over to God. God provides wisdom. But I see him as God, rather than a balancer. I need God more than ever. More than anything.
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