Advice on feelings of annoyance

[ayadew]

It's a bit of a trial and error, this balancing business. Try a bit here, poke a bit there.. see the other-self's reaction, see your own reaction, ponder it's implications and meaning, integrate and balance it, do it again to see if you really learned something! And usually you do, and you feel more aware, full and conscious.
It's quite difficult to be thankful for catalyst when you're in the middle of it, being full of annoyance, frustration, injustice or anger. And yet, when you learn the lesson, you see the love in it and it is glorious!