Hi Creationist,
It’s helping me ground to myself. It makes sense out of the universe, all the vast reaches of time and space, and the infinite organization of the smallest crystal or flower, my internal promptings, history – it’s not only a unified theory of everything, but where I participate in a way that is creative, is bound by no rules except internal ethical ones. My act of getting on this board and responding is one with anything I know of how my hand works – cellular structure; infinitesimal, infinite mitochondrial structure, the ten million energy molecules of ATP which convert to ADP every second in each of the billions of cells in my hands as I write this is sutured to the sun and the far reaches of space...is one with my spelling and writing and pondering how to respectfully love on your question. Before LL, I was perpetually unsatisfied, confused, reaching, passionately hungry for answers, eternally disappointed when the limitations of this or that theory became evident.
I noticed today while reading another source which had gaps and distortions that I was able to fairly peacefully translate and fill in the gaps.
Whatever messes were there in my life - red ray chakra stuff: survival/money issues, physical ailments; yellow ray chakra stuff - separated from wife; family of origin stuff, giving my children enough love; and so on and so forth - before LL are pretty much still with me, but some even seem to want to attenuate when I add meditation into the mix.
As I think about it some more, even though a lot of the change of the last year hasn't been directly attributable to LL material, LL material definitely enabled it. Once I had a big theory of everything that satisfied my passion for clarity and understanding, I could move inwards and concentrate on more personal things rather than spending so much more energy sprinting around trying to understand. So I actually took a couple big hiatus' this year from reading LOO and went inside. But the LOO is a touchstone, is a foundation, even when I'm not actively studying.
Love and Light,
Dreamweaver.
It’s helping me ground to myself. It makes sense out of the universe, all the vast reaches of time and space, and the infinite organization of the smallest crystal or flower, my internal promptings, history – it’s not only a unified theory of everything, but where I participate in a way that is creative, is bound by no rules except internal ethical ones. My act of getting on this board and responding is one with anything I know of how my hand works – cellular structure; infinitesimal, infinite mitochondrial structure, the ten million energy molecules of ATP which convert to ADP every second in each of the billions of cells in my hands as I write this is sutured to the sun and the far reaches of space...is one with my spelling and writing and pondering how to respectfully love on your question. Before LL, I was perpetually unsatisfied, confused, reaching, passionately hungry for answers, eternally disappointed when the limitations of this or that theory became evident.
I noticed today while reading another source which had gaps and distortions that I was able to fairly peacefully translate and fill in the gaps.
Whatever messes were there in my life - red ray chakra stuff: survival/money issues, physical ailments; yellow ray chakra stuff - separated from wife; family of origin stuff, giving my children enough love; and so on and so forth - before LL are pretty much still with me, but some even seem to want to attenuate when I add meditation into the mix.
As I think about it some more, even though a lot of the change of the last year hasn't been directly attributable to LL material, LL material definitely enabled it. Once I had a big theory of everything that satisfied my passion for clarity and understanding, I could move inwards and concentrate on more personal things rather than spending so much more energy sprinting around trying to understand. So I actually took a couple big hiatus' this year from reading LOO and went inside. But the LOO is a touchstone, is a foundation, even when I'm not actively studying.
Love and Light,
Dreamweaver.